When asked, “who are you,” I always have to think before I respond. The answer I come up with is usually this: I’m a bookworm, ballerina, history nerd, and math geek. That is a very unusual combination, but then again, I’m a very unusual person. My definition of fun is very different from that of most of the teenage populace, something many of my friends like to remind me of. I don’t really dress the same way that many of my peers do. If I were asked to describe myself in a single word, I would probably pick different. But then again, there are millions of people in the world that would pick that very same word to describe them. So what makes me so special? I don’t really know, but if pushed I’d fall back on the same thing I mentioned before. I’m a bookworm, ballerina, history nerd, and math geek.
I love to read. I have a pull out couch in my room that’s right next to little lamp. Whenever I get a good book, I tend to sit on the corner of the couch that is closest to the lamp and just read for hours and hours. I tend to favor mysteries and historical fiction. It was my love of reading that lead into my love of history. When you really think about it, the things that people did 100’s of years ago are pretty amazing and I find it fascinating to learn about what life was like for them. So that explains two of the four types of people that I used to describe myself. The other two are very different.
When my parents first brought up the topic of ballet, I said no right away. I didn’t want anything to do with it. But then I went to my first lesson. There was something different about it. It wasn’t what I thought it was and it gave me an opportunity to express myself without really talking. I was always extremely shy in school and I didn’t like public speaking at all. But that first year of ballet showed me that public speaking really couldn’t be that bad and pretty soon, I fell in love with it. Now, nine, almost ten, years later, I quit and I realized that I really do miss it. But ballet is a hobby that really shaped who I am. It gave me confidence and a sense of self that I would have never gotten without it. And I’m very grateful to my parents that made me go to that first lesson.
The reason I love math, I haven’t even figured out myself yet. All I know is that math is at times complicated and simple, and is pretty much the same. I know that if I were to pick a career, it would have something to do with math. That is why I want to do actuarial science. That gives me a new label: I’m a bookworm, ballerina, history nerd, math geek, and aspiring actuary. Somehow, that doesn’t sound any better. But it doesn’t sound that bad either. I guess that doesn’t really matter, since it is what I am.
Baruch is an incredible school and for the future, I just want to do my best to get my degree and go on to do what I want to do. I expect it to be hard but I’m not afraid of a challenge. My friend told me that I don’t fill any stereotype and in the future I want to continue doing that.