When writing my draft, I didn’t even know where to start. I changed my thesis statement about three times. When I finally decided on my thesis, I had no idea where to go with my thesis. I tried to pick a thesis that was somewhat relevant but I don’t think it had to do with bioethics. I tried to pick one that I could write about for three pages.
While I was writing my draft, I just wanted to get through it. I wanted to get to the page requirement. That’s all I wanted. Then when I finished and looked over what I wrote, I realized that my essay had nothing to do with my thesis. So I had to tweak my thesis to fit my essay. Then I realized that my essay was mostly summary, which was frowned upon. I didn’t want to fix it. I left it as it was and just let it stand on its own. I thought it was actually awful.
I need help focusing my thoughts. My essay seemed to wander and by the end it wasn’t what I was trying to prove and write about. This frustrated me. I had no idea how I got there. I find writing very difficult. I find ranting very easy.