Here it is! Paper two; and with it, sleepless nights, brain farts, and panic. Already, I’m having trouble choosing a topic. I try to go with a topic I can write the most on but right now, I don’t have a solid idea on what I could write.I’m stuck between choice one and three, leaning more towards choice one but I just feel stuck. True, I really don’t feel like writing a paper, I doubt that anyone does, but we have to suck it up. We’re in college now and we have to do what we’re told, or not, it’s our decision but this time we’re literally paying for our mistakes. I think it’s just that this time of year that’s etting to me. We use to have a break every week and now it’s just straight classes everyday until Thanksgiving. Then, the holiday season starts and the semester is ending.

We’re in the part of the year that if there was a movie about kids in school, they would skip over this part. For example, The movie based on the terrific book, Speak the beginning of it is the end of summer, beginning of school, then Thanksgiving jumps right in there. No mention of October. I think I feel this way because of Halloween. I used to look forward to Halloween but now we’re deemed too old for all the tricks and treats. This gif proves my pont –> –> Halloween is for Kids <– <– Before I get in trouble for writing off topic, let’s get back to paper 2. I guess I just need guidance. I need someone to go over my outline and say,”Yea,  you can write about that.” Or even give me ideas to add to my paper before handing in the first draft like in high school. I don’t want to waste my time and energy writing a 5-7 page paper that is going to be shot down because it’s idea isn’t strong. But there’s nothing wrong with trying. I think I just need to think harder or do what Prof. Kaufman says to do, don’t stop writing.