This was the first time I carrried my camera to church. I went there feeling nervous about the whole idea of taking pictures. I did not know how they would turn out or if any of them would be visible. I sat in my usual seat in the back. The think the back is usually for late comers, I wasn’t late. I preferred the last row. I tried to photograph as much as I could I somehow found enough courage to just ignore people staring at me. For a person who likes to just blend in the woodwork the attention was not good. I tried not to distract the congregation from the service and overall I don’t think I did. I did not talk to much people, only one lady. I asked to take her picture she agreed but wanted me to wait until we were out of the santuary. Church was basically over, a woman was just reading the notices. Then she changed her mind and I photograph her in the church. She sat beside me in the back.
Chance-generated writing
As I believe I’ve previously mentioned, Buenos Aires Tour was a project that invited three artists to provide content for a book on Buenos Aires’ neighborhoods, on its life. The final product looked like a tourist guide, but it was not. Negroni, who i think was quite overwhelmed after witnessing the performance piece that CAGE UNDER COVER had been turned into, told me that Jorge Macchi, a photographer, had proposed the idea.
Macchi invited a musician and Negroni to join him following the cracks of a piece of glass over a map of Buenos Aires. The lines were treated like a fictional subway line, and forty-six “stations” where invented. They took photos, collected found objects, and recorded sounds, including the political protests of recent street demonstrations, and linked them.
According to Negroni, however, Macchi didn’t want the three of them going out together. Each one of them was supposed to go to the selected places by themselves, whenever they wanted, and write, compose or photograph whatever they wanted. The subsequent museum installation offered the visitors eight itineraries. Text that wasn’t specifically related to the pictures–except for the fact that it was inspired by the same neighborhood–complemented them. People could activate the accompanying sounds only if they chose to, but, as everything else, those sounds didn’t attempt to represent the same information offered by images or words.
Why not related? I asked, but Negroni didn’t think about it twice. It was all about chance, she said. Things happen anew all the time. Besides, I understood, neither the photos nor the captions wanted to become a documentary, the kind that when including some things also exhiles other. The project didn’t aspire to cut a definitive pattern to define the city.
So, Negroni went to the previoulsy agreed-upon sites and walked them, not exhaustively. She later worked on prose poems that were linked to various street corners of the city (not necesarilly all the ones she visited).
For me, it was surprising to find out that, after all, it was not a free-for-all. Because common themes emerged. They found similar images repeating themselves across the diferent points they visited. That was the emphasis of their finished piece. The common points served as entry places that gave the audience the chance to create their own itinerary, to go further than the eight already proposed ones.
Redhook in Progress
My friend tells me stories of actually jumping into the river as kids, and hopping from the rickity posts jutting out of the water. But even this pier, the secret of the Red Hook children, has had dramatic improvements. There are no missing woods slats, as I am told there had been throughout my friend’s childhood. Like much of Red Hook, it has been given a major facelift, making way for a new generation of offspring. A giant Ikea store now straddles the water’s edge like a Colossus. A free water taxi and Ikea shuttle provide an express service, shooting the newcomers from pier to pier, or from train to pier, with no stops in between.
5 Pointz Work In Progress
These are some photographs that I have taken in at 5 Pointz. I’m not sure if black & white will work with graffiti so I plan to use a digital camera. I also plan to photograph many of the artists that created the murals.
The Marines
“The Life” in progress
Danger
Interviews in brief:
Ilya- 20. Attends Baruch. Event is not living up to his expectations. Cold. Came with the intention to look at people and make friends. Participates in other online communities (underground NYC).
Johnathon- Dressed as the stock market. 1st event. Part of several online communities. 27 years of age Expects a fun march and to meet people. The reason for the mask is that it represents us when we should be representing ourselves.
Ed- Blue eyes. Expects “craziness”. 28. From Williams burgh.
Michael- 21 years old, first event
Smurf Waldo- Danny. 20 years old. Not first event. Expects a lot of partying.
Morgan- girl in black. 26 years old. 1st event. Loves it.
Mehe- Green person. 27 years old. Didn’t get disappointed– event lived up to her expectations and more. Part of multiple internet communities.
Questions I have in mind:
Is this more about social debauchery than a social movement toward community?
What is the function?
If the function is just to “party” than what social implications does this have?
Can a mass community function orderly or does it collapse on itself and hence ceases to be a community?
Can an “internet community” meet and maintain its “internet community” status?
Initial feelings from the event:
Disappointed. Event was more about aimlessness than in previous events. Lots of wandering around. From previous events I could always feel a deeper purpose to the event but here there was nothing to scratch beneath the surface.
A snack before transforming
For some it’s every day life, for others it’s a transition between day and night. Like a Vampire by night human by day, many transgenders are able to sustain a normal life by day but change their gender at night. You would never see him like this during sunlight, he wouldn’t even show a picture of who he looks like during the day. Godiva, as she calls herself wants to keep his underground life secretive for everyone other than those in his transgender community.
A Transgender Community behind the Velvet Rope
The gender identity of an individual is a way a person perceives himself, either as a man, woman or even neither. When a person’s self-identification doesn’t match with one’s assigned sex, he or she can be categorized as a transgender. Many societies frown upon people who consider themselves transgender, because they deviate from norms excepted by most cultures and societies. Over the past century people have become more open to gays, lesbians, and the transgender communities. While it is legal in the United States to be whom you choose, however, many people still disparage on the notion of a transgender community and regard it as a taboo. In some countries, such as those in the Middle East, being a transgender is illegal and may even be punishable by death. New York City as a community, on the other hand, tends to be more liberal, culturally diverse, and in general more tolerant of the transgenders.
Over the past several decades transgender communities have formed all over New York City. Transgender icons, the celebrities amongst the transgenders, have placed much effort to developing a greater acceptance of their community by working against the taboo. Amanda Lepore is an example of such an icon. Being born a man, he was not content with his sexuality and had a very strong perception of himself as female. Born as Armand Lepore, went through numerous transformations to rid of his given sex at birth. Currently, Armand Lepore, now known as Amanda Lepore, is the most famous transgender in New York City. Behind velvet ropes, in the VIP lounges of New York’s finest clubs, Amanda Lepore represents the ultimate Diva, an odalesque of the gay world, an inspiration for some and hope for others. Most importantly, Amanda Lepore embodies a true modern day transgender icon.
I am seeking to explore that very community behind the velvet ropes. By visiting night clubs after hours, I want to seek Amanda Lepore in her element. I want to learn more about her transformations, her adventures to stardom and becoming the most famous transgender in New York City. I will also seek to find the less obvious transgenders. In other words, those who express themselves by night and act as the sex they have been given at birth by day.
Boardwalk Stories
These vintage black-and-white photographs were taken by Dr. Kenneth Tydings, a podiatrist in Long Beach, NY whose avocation was photography. Dr. Tydings authored approximately 75 instructional and photography books and filled those books with photographs of his family and his city. These images capture life in Long Beach, a boardwalk town, from the late 1940’s through the 1970’s.
My fictional collection of linked stories, Boardwalk Stories, covers the same decades. Each one of the fourteen stories–Digging to China, Eavesdropping, Watching for the Enemy, Skeeball, Playworld, The Prize, Dog Tags, Miss Lydia’s Dance Studio, The Wrong Side of Town, Jolly Trixie Keeps from Getting Blue, Orphan’s Day, The Answer Girl, Working the Switchboard, and Splinters–evokes life on and by the boardwalk–often in the shadow of the Cold War. Each story is paired with one of Dr. Tyding’s boardwalk photographs. Watching for the Enemy is paired with his photo of a World War II lookout tower for German submarines. The Answer Girl is paired with a fortune teller game. Skeeball is paired with a photo inside an arcade.
The final result is Boardwalk Stories, a collection that captures a boardwalk community in words and images.
A Community in Transition
Red Hook Brooklyn, named for the red clay it was built upon and the Dutch word Hoek, meaning “point” or “corner,” juts out upon the East River. It is the only part of New York City that has a full frontal view of the Statue of Liberty from land. Like the statue, it has welcomed generations of immigrants throughout the history of this great city.
Recently, a new wave of travelers have been setting upon the land, but unlike the past settlers, they are not immigrants. Like many New York City urban neighborhoods, Red Hook is experiencing an onset of gentrification. Gentrification is a word that’s thrown around frequently in this time, but what does it mean? According to the dictionary, it is defined as the process of renewal and rebuilding accompanying the influx of middle-class or affluent people into deteriorating areas that often displaces poorer residents.
My project seeks to capture the metamorphosis of this community, in real time, as the old and the new meet head on. What does this actually mean to those who have spent their lives there, and those who now go there to build their lives? I hope to capture in images and words both the stark contrasts, and the inevitable blending that has always shaped the New Amsterdam landscape.
Touring NYC with an Ecuadorian Map
I run across Argentinian poet Maria Negroni’s “Buenos Aires Tour.” The project behind this book encopassed photographs and audio as well, captured by other artists. All three dimensions were meant to reveal unespected details of the city. The authors were determined to create a route different from the traditional tourist guides, which meant that they would not be guided by significant places, buildings, or objects. FInally, they found their path by breaking a glass over a map of Buenos Aires, and using the fracture lines as the markers of their itinerary.
My focus in this project will be the ecuadorian people living in NYC. I have thought of ways in which to incorporate the ideas behind Negroni’s project into mine, though there are some fundamental differences. For instance, In “Buenos Aires tour,” any place in the city worked fine in order to describe the argentinian dayly life. In a city where ecuadorians are a minority, to randomly choose a place wouldn’t work out. However, i think that what moved Negroni to capture just whatever neighborhood chance dictated, was a need to move away from stereotypes. Something like a desire to see what happened once one stopped telling oneself what the Buenos Aires people, any people really, is like or does or inhabits.
So I have narrowed down my focus and have come up with an alternative to the broken glass over the map. First, i will focus only on ecuadorians who are working. The first people i will approach will be informal workers. I have seen them at Flushing park, at a Brooklyn subway station, and around Williamsburg. They do exactly what they could have been doing in the streets of Ecuador: selling cheap dvd’s, peeled oranges in plastic bags, or fried pork rinds and corn. I hope i can get to talk to at least three of them. This “interview” will be important, because i want to ask them to tell me what are the jobs and occupations they think haven’t been talked about yet. Is there an stereotypical story they disagree with? Who do they think should be photographed, interviewed, talked about amongst the ecuadorian workers in the city? This will be my alternative to crushing a mirror over a NYC map: i’ll let my first interviewes help me shape my itinerary. What i expect will happen is that i will know what is the sterotype they are fighting against, and will articulate profiles that challenge those assumptions.
A New Generation of Spanish Culture
The newest residents of a traditionally Spanish neighborhood are embracing it with the same Latin gusto as their predecessors. Since the 1950s Spanish Harlem, or El Bario, has grown into a predominantly Puerto Rican community that has hosted other Spanish cultures originating from the Dominican Republic to South America. Over the past 15 years, Mexican immigrants have begun to occupy this area in much the same way that previous Latin cultures have, carving their traditions and culture into the neighborhood.
The physical geogrpahy of the area has become defined as situated roughly between 96th St. to 116th South to North, and extending from the East river to the Harlem River East to West. Boundaries of the community over the past decade have been chipped away at by gentrification even as the Mexican community continues to grow within it.
Their occupation of the neighborhood parallels that to other cultures that have inhabited various plots of the city during the great migrations of America’s industrial era. They have had to persevere through strikingly similar conditions that late 19th century settlers faced such as overcrowded housing, lack of rights, lower pay and arduous work days. Mexican immigrants are looking for greater opportunities for themselves and their families in much the same way that European and Asian settlers worked for in the early 20th century.
Their population has grown substantially throughout United States, particularly in New York, California, Arizona, New Mexico and Texas. Their working class role has become a vital support for the financial infrastructure of both large and small businesses, who continue to exploit their lack of American citizenship and rights.
My project will document and focus on the Mexican community occupying Spanish Harlem and how the neighborhood has changed as a result of their cultural influence. Restaurants, bodegas, interviewing residents and attending community gatherings will fuction as my initial, observational stepping stones, which will ultimately serve to illuminate how a new generation of spanish culture is redefining a neighborhood, city and country.
St. Anne’s Convent
As you head east on 112 Ave, the road and sidewalk are covered from the fallen foliage with peeking patches of asphalt. Make a left, north onto 221 street, you’re met with the letters “JMJ,” fixed on top of a rusty gargantuan gate. I’ve been in the area, Queens Village, all my life and have never gone past the side gate entrance. For as all I know, this lot, which you can see through the gates – covers one or two acres of seclusion within Queens Village.
Queen of Peace Residence, a nursing home; shares the acred land with St. Anne’s Convent, or if you read the front gate entrance sign, Little Sisters of the Poor. I have never set foot in a convent, let alone past the front gate.
I hope to cohesively capture thiscommunity, in words and images, of the Sisterhood.
Within the Irish Community
Sometimes I wonder if the American Melting Pot is nothing but a myth. A stroll through the streets of Manhattan may be misleading. On the surface we find an overwhelming mix of different nationalities and race, but take a closer look and you’ll find that people still tend to stick to their own kind.
An immigrant myself, I am curious about how people go about making a home away from home. I will explore this concept with the help of the Irish community of New York, concentrating on the Irish bartender and pub patron.
In recent years I have been exposed to this vibrant network of Irish Bartenders. All moved to New York without their families but together they created a new one. They celebrate the holidays together, and when a friend or even a remote acquaintance is in need everyone pulls their weight. They also drink together.
Why do people move more than 3000 miles away from their home country only to recreate it their new destination? In this project I will explore not only how these individuals become each other’s family, but also their relationship with the bars they work and drink in. This will also be an opportunity to examine the stereotype of the Irishman and the love of drink from the point of view of those who choose to live their lives around the pub establishment.
New York City Goths
I have no idea what it is to be a Goth – and that bothers me. It bothers me so much that I want to find out. I want to go into the lairs of Goths, to see what makes them tick. I want to know everything. I want to go undercover into their world of darkness and see what shining light possesses them. What makes a person dress in all black, scary and beautifully black, but only black, day after day, only black? How do you take to the streets dressed like that, day after day, only black? How do you continually face the world dressed as an outsider?
How do Goths see themselves, and how do they see the rest of us. Is their attitude that there is room for all of us? Or do they think that they are right and we are wrong, and its only the fact that there are so many of us that they do not banish us completely, but have consigned themselves to live “underground” in our world instead?
Is there any meaning to being a Goth, or are Goths just rebels without a cause, some pretty clothes and nice bars, and a chance to meet new friends? Is there a story here, say, Gothism is a natural expression of one’s feelings of a need for distance and non-conformity, or is the Goth culture a total anomaly, no rhyme, no reason, no purpose, no direction, just half a step away from extinction, and a decade behind in getting there?
Living in New York City my entire life, I’ve seen so many different kinds of characters, cliques, and cultures. I feel I have a reasonable understanding of most, but Goths, I just don’t get. I don’t understand who these people are and that burns me up. I gotta know…I gotta find out…What makes these people tick?
Goths may not be here forever, but while they are, I have a chance to find out what it is to be a Goth. Thus, my term project proposal – Capturing Communities – New York City Goths.
Internet Communities Unveiled
Already the Internet is a force to be reckoned with. Along with changing the way economy functions globally, it has also transformed human interaction. No more do humans have to be in the same general proximity to trade, communicate, and interact overall. This growing community is making an outstanding impact on the way we conduct our everyday life. I would like to tap into this element and photograph moments in which an Internet community breaks the bonds of cyberspace.
Interactions between these “familiar strangers” are quite unusual. There is a warmth, cocoon of understanding, and a strange comfort that radiates from this community when they finally do meet. I have been to several events in the past and each time has proved time and time again that people are no longer inhibited by their geography.
My goal is to attend a few internet/reality upcoming events. There will be an event on Halloween that will last approximately 24 hours in which Internet people will join and band together for a day of getting to know each other away from the computer screen.
Along with this event I hope to capture other moments. I first became interested in this not as a spectator but as a participant. The events have so much soul that it becomes impossible not to become a member. The community made me feel like I wasn’t just existing but I was truly living. Even so the community remains undercover, which is perhaps a part of its majestic quality but I would like to uncover some of the hidden beauty. There lies much that is veiled but such a splendid community is not meant to stay in the shadows and I would love to be part of exposing these untapped free activities that essentially bring people to life and bring life to people.
Inside Out
Yes he’s different. It’s as though time has frozen in 19th Century Europe. Donning a fur shtreimel and silken coat, the Hassid stands inert against the quickly changing landscape of time. Exuding distance and aloofness, the Hassid turns his back to the world, closes his eyes and locks his lips in silence. But beyond the closed doors and the closed mouths there lies a story. A story worth telling.
Who is the Hassid? How are we to relate to him? Is he like a translucent window, whose outside clearly reflects what is within? Or is he instead like a frosted glass, whose warm interior gets obscured by the icy exterior? The only way to truly understand a people is to uncover them from within. Like the filmy layers of an onion, we must peel back the outer skins in order to expose their innards.
And if we are to get past the strange garb, the unusual customs, the unfamiliar language, if we go beyond all the externals, what will we find underneath? Surely the heart of a man beats within this people. Surely they leads lives like you and me, with needs like yours and mine. Surely they’re just people. Just like you and me. Just people.
My goal is to reveal the Hassidic people from the inside, out. To show that beyond the strangeness of without, lies a familiarity of within. I plan on entering their sphere, going into their territory: their homes, their stores, their synagogues- and telling their story, in their language, on their terms. I plan on showing you their world as they see it, and not how you see it.
Certainly there must be some compelling reason they have shut themselves off from the world? Some tell-tale explanation as to why they’ve shielded themselves from integration and assimilation for all these years?
They once tried to blend in. But they couldn’t. They once said, “it can’t happen here.” But it did. And the price they paid was too heavy. The price they paid was six million. Theirs is the story of the Viceroy butterfly. Like the butterfly, the only way they could survive was by blending out.
* Mimicry is the ability to to imitate something other than what you really are. Viceroy butterflies use it as a protection mechanism to trick predators into thinking they are an venomous species. Foremost, the intention of mimicry is to draw attention to yourself. This is usually achieved by advertising your presence with bright colors. Bright colors are probably easier for predators to learn and therefore likely reduces the number of casualties necessary before the predator learns the pattern to avoid and providing the mimic with protection. http://home.cogeco.ca/~lunker/mimicry.htm
5 Pointz: The Institute of Higher Burnin’
Having a name that represents the five boroughs of New York City, 5 Pointz, located in Long Island City, invites graffiti artists from all over to share there work with the world. It is important to note that this is one of the very few places in New York, that I know of, where graffiti is perfectly legal. However, I still find it ironic that a place where anywhere else a person can be arrested for tagging, can be found just blocks away from a courthouse. Just because graffiti is legal in 5 Pointz does not mean that you can just come and do want you want. You need permission from Meres, aka Jonathan Cohen, who has been the one in charge since 2002. In order to get permission he needs to view a sample of your work, either in person or through e-mail.
The art at 5 Pointz is not the only reason to visit. There are many people that come just for the company and form friendships based on there love for the art. To them graffiti is a way of life an not just spray paint and scribbles that look flashy. Like many communities, there are rules and norms that the artists go by. There are ways to show respect and there are ways to rebel, and although it might not seem as hard to fit in as other communities, it is and outsiders can be easily spotted. Because I am used to tagging alone mostly and looking over my shoulder, I am not familiar with the companionship of the artists (and have yet to display my work in a legal way). I have been to 5 Pointz many times and look forward to talking to artists that I don’t know about and how they all relate to each other, and hopefully I can meet Meres and get his permission to paint.
The Dwelling Place
Becoming homeless takes away something very profound in one’s life. One is not just suddenly without a home (a bricks and mortar kind) one is also without a sense of place internally and suddenly anonymous to society. I have never known this kind of displacement. I would like to understand it, document it and give those who have become marginalized a voice in order to bring about their humanity.
For my final project I will document a private transitional residence for homeless women on the Upper Westside of Manhattan called The Dwelling Place of NY. The Dwelling Place of NY is a community of homeless women, volunteers and Franciscan Sisters that have created a place of dignity, respect and love.
In order to fully understand this community I will become a part of it. I will volunteer with The Dwelling Place in the hopes of understanding a piece of these women’s plight. I hope to also come to understand the volunteers who give of their time and the Franciscan Sisters that have devoted their lives to these women.
Because our class chronicles communities not just in words but with images as well, I will need to gain the trust of not just the homeless women, so that they can trust me enough to take their pictures but also those who have dedicated their time to make The Dwelling Place a safe haven – the Franciscan Sisters and the volunteers.
My field notes for this assignment take on a very important role because I have been told by one of the Sisters that I cannot bring my camera to my first visit to the shelter. Therefore I will need to not only write everything I see but also record the atmosphere as well as the sights and sounds of this community.
I will regularly post on our blog some notes chronicling my experience at The Dwelling Place to give a fuller and ongoing picture to my project.