12/3/16

Family Relationship and Barn Burning

In the article, “ Family Relationships” by Sigmund Freud psychologist in modern era, argues and emphasize abnormal theory on families relationships, and unique qualities. Beginning of the article he mentions about how child will focus on their parents, like they want to looks like their mother or father. They admire the they parents are ideal for them. For a small child his parents are at first the only authority and the source of all belief.” They feel like whatever parents says are correct. And then they start to compare their parent to other parents and see the qualities. Most of the times childs feel they slighted because of some reasons. Sometimes they not feel or receive the full love, attentions and talks from their parents because they share this things with their siblings. Also he talks about how child will develop the sexual relationship, by imagining himself and feelings.

Another story, Faulkner’s “ Barn Burning”, is all about family relationship and theories of family. This story relates to Freud’s idea and talks about same thing. The boy who have conflict with his father. Boy burned the Mr. Harris to protect his father or whatever because child thinks that their parents are correct whatever they do it. For child parents actions are most important and they believe them. But later on when boy learns about his father mistakes.

11/5/16

Commute to Baruch College

Every morning Nigora get up when her alarm rings, singing song of ” Closer to you” by Oh My Girl Korean Kpop girls. Walks through Queens Center mall to get train station to go to Baruch college. Entered the train station, putting money to metro card and swap and going down through stairs and waiting for the R train. Taking R train to Rosevelt Avenue, to get there she passed through Grand Avenue, Elmhurst and next will be Rosevelt Avenue. There Nigora would transfer to E train to get until 53 Lexington Avenue, first stop is Queens Plaza then 23 street finally came to 53 Lexington Avenue. Next train will be 6 walking through inside of the train station and take the 6 train until 23 street where the Baruch College  located. The train was full of people and some people were reading books. Subway did not feel fresh and it did not even feel like smelled but it was hot. It was a Hellowen day, and most people were dressed up differently. Especially high school students were different characters. Some other people are doing homework or just listening to songs until they get their stops. Everybody was running into train even the door were almost closing, nobody did not care but only thing in their mind was getting into train and get to their destination and not being late to their class either their work. Feels like everything goes really fast and there is nothing to stop, times are being running like how people running to train. It seems like they just missing their opportunity and they will be late for next one. Keep moving forward is the one way to achieve their dreams whatever they dreamed. Happiness is inside of the train where little babies looking at people and give little smile. That smile was stunning, they will get person excited want to get some happiness from them. Little baby Jessi looking at lazy student but will be good student very soon, smiling at her with a lot of hope and dreams. Were dressed up warmly, her chicks were smiling showing how much she really mean in it. The love shown through her eyes so Jessi could understand how much getting older is not really bad but not really good either.