I thought that when i first entered college that my mind had already switched to college mode. That i would study, do all my work like a college student. Fast and efficiently. But to my surprise, i am still that high school student deep inside. I still study at the last minute (Music) and i do my essays on the last min too (Writing I). I still procrastinate when i’m at home and i still talk to my friends like as if i have no school work to do.
This will all have to change…NOW. As of now i am 100% confidant that i will do badly on the music quiz and my essay that i gave Professor Smith to read will probably be the worst she’s ever read. Even though i still talk to my friends a little bit every once and a while, they still complain that i don’t keep in touch with them any more and you know what, i don’t care. They got college too so they should know what i’m going through and for my high school friends, they will understand once their in my shoes. I will also have to (unfortunately) push love aside, as it is starting to add more stress into my life which i DO NOT need. I don’t know how college girls are but if it’s the same like all the other girls i’ve met, then i don’t want em.
wow ok so back on topic, this week was pretty sweet like all the other weeks. I finally understand a topic in math YAY!!! but the hw’s are killing me. English so far seems easy enough and my professors in math and ecology have warned me of upcoming exams in Oct 1st so i will prepare for them accordingly. So yea, story of my life.