Monologue..

The name is Sean Budhua. Doesn’t seem very original but the person behind it is very unique. I have a variety of different roles in my life. I am a son, brother, grandson, & a student.  I’m a new freshman in college, I assume everyone else here is the same. We seem to all have a basic set of morals which is to graduate college and have good careers. What is different indeed between all of us, is just that. We are all different.  I hate being under pressure, especially by people who annoy me. Basically not being able to do what I want urks me the most. Parents seem to give lectures to either guide us or slowly kill us.  I find myself to be outgoing, sarcastic, and open minded and laid back.  I have fears just like any other person out there. I am a afraid of failing. I am afraid of not being able to live up to my potential. I don’t want to end up settling for less than what I am capable of.  At times I am scared of what life has in store for me. I don’t want to regret anything. What I like best is having fun, hanging out with my friends, partying, socially drinking. I love food. I think it’s one of Gods greatest gifts on this earth. Pizza is the best, Buffalo wings, & cheese burgers just to name a few. Lastly, who can forget about the thing that makes the world go round, the basis of all evil money. A personal motto of mine would be “ Live life to the fullest” I never really used to care about what I get done, but when my grandmother fell into what seemed like an acoma I really realized how short and valuable life really is. My grandmother to me is like a second mother. You see, my parents are divorced and I hardly ever see my mom. She doesn’t live far away or nothing but it’s not until now, that I realized all of the things that were rough on my dad. You don’t normally hear about parents getting divorced and the father ending up with custody. He is one of the strictest people I know. School was never hard for me which is why I find college a bit different. All this work seems to creep on you when you are unaware. Kind of like a five minute monologue that seems to take a million years to finish. I’m not complaining though. This is by far one of the easiest classes.  But never the less i plan on giving it my best. A friend once said to me “the road to success is always under construction” and it stuck with me because I’ve realized that we build the path in which we intend to walk on, with the choices we make and every construction site has its setbacks but i know being the determined individual I am I will strive through it with slight difficulty and great success.