To be honest, I have little to no desire to do this.
I’m doing it anyway obviously, but the truth is I don’t want to. That’s the thing about blogging though, you can be extra honest. After all who’s going to stop me?
So to answer these questions:
I’m reading this book right now called the unbearable lightness of being. It’s really a marvelous book. I feel that I can really relate to the character Tereza. She’s misanthropic, she has a big heart and she has this child-like captivation. I know it’s weird for me to look at myself from the outside in but that’s just the way that I am. I know the affects I have on people and how I can be manipulative and controlling.. but maybe that’s a little too honest. There’s basic things I could list here too like how I have this undying love for Audrey Hepburn; specifically her role as Holly Golightly in Breakfast at Tiffany’s or rather I’m completely enamored with all golden age Hollywood. I believe in loyalty, honesty and integrity- and you wouldn’t believe how hard that is to come by these days. I like being fashion-foward, photo shoots and dressing up are two of my favorite things to do. And above all I like intelligence, if you’re smart and modest I can probably tolerate you.
I have no “top three concerns” about college… Honestly I have one concern which is math. If I don’t pass math, I have to go home to Long Island. And quite frankly I don’t want to go there. I don’t like it there, which is why I moved here.
So far Baruch hasn’t really been much different other than the fact that most of my homework is online now, which is kind of a pain in the ass. I can’t do my homework anywhere but home or where ever there is internet access. Such as a cafe or the school.. still I like to do my homework when it’s convenient for me and the restrictions bother me. I like it here though, I mean I guess I like the experience. Going to Baruch has given me the opportunity to prove to my family I can survive (almost entirely) on my own.
This is going to sound weird but I don’t think going to Baruch will change me much at all apart from all the new class material I’m going to learn. At the end of the day I’m still going to hate math, I’m still going to love Audrey, I’m still going to want to look my best at all times, I’m still going to make my life goals happen for me. Baruch is simply a means of conveying those goals into reality. It’s not a catalyst or something that I feel is going to change my perspective, eight teen years is not a long time, I know, but my views are pretty stagnant. Through and through I am me, the only thing this school can provide for me is higher learning.. Sorry if that’s not the answer you were looking for.
I wrote 500 something words, I am going to sleep now. Goodnight.