It was peaceful at first. I remember coming home in the middle of the day, content at first that I had absolutely nothing to do. Homework wasn’t tedious or difficult, classes were short and ended early in the day. The job search wasn’t going well, and I wasn’t in any extra-curricular programs, so I had a lot of free time on my hands.
I miss those times.
Call me crazy, but I didn’t like having all that free time. It made me feel unproductive. Since I wasn’t able to get a job, I decided to see what Baruch can offer me. At first, I followed my passion, auditioning for a play, and then joining the movie makers club. Still, for some strange reason, it wasn’t enough for me.
Then I joined a fraternity.
I never thought myself to be the fraternity type, but I don’t turn down a chance at something new, or a chance to make so many connections. Once my pledge process began, I didn’t have a problem with free time anymore, because I just didn’t have any. Then something miraculous happened: I got a job. Normally, I would stop and consider what to drop, surely no one can expect to be a full time student, a pledge, and work 30 hours a week and survive. I did, for some reason, at the cost of doing not so well in these three aspects of my life, and surely at the cost of my health. My first semester in college was one of the most difficult and demanding periods of my life, all because I thought I was able to juggle it all. In the end, after crossing into the fraternity, after getting a good place at work, I still had to focus a lot of my missed attention to my number one priority, my studies.
Heed the warning: one step at a time. I learned that doing too much at one time on the notion of not having enough time later, only makes your lifespan shorter. Although I may have had a rough first semester, I trust my second would be a little lighter.