“who do you think you are?”

I am a perfectionist. It doesn’t matter how good I do something I want to do it better. I consider this trait as my biggest weakness as well as strength. Sometimes I feel that I’m not good enough and I discourage myself, but it also helps me better myself in every way. I am a person who wants everything to be perfect but of course it’s almost impossible. One of my concerns about my freshman year at Baruch college is my grades. I want to have A in all my classes. When I don’t get the highest grades possible, I loose my “appetite” for studying. My second concern is my professors. If I don’t like the professor then I am not interested in the subject, which makes it harder to get an A in the class. And my third concern is Lateness. My classes start early in the morning. At 7:50am I should be in Vertical Campus 5th floor room 165. I am not morning person at all. I love and enjoy sleep very much so it’s really hard for me to wake up so early in the morning. However, College is still much better than High school. I feel much more independent and mature. I am much more responsible in the College than I was in the High School. I have Much more reading and writing to do in College. I think my first year in Baruch College will teach me more about adult life, responsibility, and organization skills. I have very little time and so many work to do that without good planing and organization skills I will get lost soon. I hope Baruch will help me to gain more confidence and gain all the necessary skills to overcome obstacles in my life.