Five Feet Tall Pancake?

My name is Kathy Pan. I might sound conceited, but I feel like my name is unique! I love my last name ‘Pan,’ and people always say my full name rolls right of their tongues compared to just my first name. My last name definitely helped me develop a sense of humor. It’s such a fun last name; I can always change it into a word. For example: Pancakes, Pancreas, Panda, and Frying Pan. Need I say more? I’ve heard every joke about my last name considering I grew up in all white schools and most children had last names such as ‘Smith’ or ‘Charles.’ I have a great sense of humor and I love when people tell me jokes. I grew up to a noisy household. I have a large family and every second of my house is filled with noise from babies crying to my dog barking. Therefore, my family is extremely important and I put my family before myself.  I’m shortest person most people know; I’m only five feet tall! I haven’t grown an inch since freshman year of high school. It doesn’t faze me though; I’m not ashamed of my height.

I was born in Manhattan, raised in Brooklyn, and now I live in Staten Island. Your probably thinking, “Staten Island… Really? I didn’t even know it existed until ‘Jersey Shore.’” Well, it does exist and it’s a great place. The neighborhoods are peaceful and it definitely played a major part in my development as a strong young woman. I went to Susan E. Wagner High School and I’m proud to call it my second home. The school looks run down but it was extremely welcoming. Unfortunately, Baruch College doesn’t produce the same atmosphere that illuminated Wagner. College is much more independent compared to my family like high school. One of my main concerns is my ability to meet new people. I’m sure every student at Baruch have brilliant personalities; unfortunately, I only developed friendships with students within my freshman seminar.  I’m generally a social person, however, I don’t know where to start in the process of meeting new people. Another one of my concerns is whether or not I would be able to balance my job and school. I need my job in order to pay for transportation, books, and food; however, I found myself dozing off a few times. I’m working on the proper balance between the two! My biggest concern is definitely my ability to wake up everyday for school! I’m sure I’m not the only student with this concern. I’m glad I get out of class twice as early compared to most of my friends, but it’s so tragic that I have to wake up twice as early!

Hopefully, I will be able to develop better sleeping and studying habits! I am hoping my first year of college doesn’t impact my weight like most college students! Let’s hope for the best and thank goodness Baruch has a gym!

8 thoughts on “Five Feet Tall Pancake?

  1. I like your last name too, KATHY PAN!! =} Short, simple, and easy to remember. One of my favorite English professors at Baruch also went to your high school, her name is Erica Kaufman. You should definitely take her if you can, for ENG 2150 or whatever she may be teaching.

    Getting up early will soon be second nature for you. Eventually you may realize that it is so much better to get up earlier because it makes the days so much more productive!

    I like to excited tone that I am getting from this post, it makes me happy.

    Please continue to blog and read the posts of your classmates!

  2. Haha pancake! that sounds better then Kathy caffeine in my opinion 😛 I’ve also been having difficulty getting up for class these days. Waking up at 5 AM for a train to Manhattan isn’t very fun. The morning commute is the reason why I drop my head every ten seconds in class 😛 It’s not fun, but I’m sure we’ll all get used to getting up early. I know I definitely need to haha…

  3. @ Jordan: That’s pretty cool to know someone from Wagner H.S. would be a successful English professor! I would definitely look into taking a class with her because you recommended her. Also, I think I’m learning to love mornings simply because sunrises are gorgeous! I’m glad my post made you happy!

    @ Evan: Kathy Pancakes sounds great, right? 🙂 I like Kathy Kaffeine though! (I don’t like c’s as much as I love k’s) I should be more appreciative of express buses. You have to wake up at 5AM, I only have to wake up at most an hour and fifteen minutes early! Well, try your coffee solution! Just don’t drink too much, addiction is never good!

  4. I love that you are able to embrace your last name. Growing up, I didn’t like my last name but now I am able to love who I am. Waking up early is an issue for me as well but like what you said at least we’re finished with classes early.

  5. I love your last name Melissa! You probably get this question a lot, but “do you like to sing?” 🙂

    Frying pan is not that flattering! I prefer pancakes, and no I will not “bump.”

  6. Kathy, i know what you mean. After four years of being with our closest friends, you find it sort of difficult to meet new people. But I am really looking forward to getting to know you and the rest of our seminar class better.

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