Monologue

by tb117366

I think I’m a pretty laid back person. It probably wouldn’t take more than a conversation or two with me to see that I don’t really take anything too seriously. I should probably take school more seriously though and that is something I’m really working on. Sometimes it’s just tough because I was never really committed to doing well in high school and I just can’t seem to find interest in what I learn. I think my Dad sees I’m trying though, as hard as it might be to do sometimes. I think college has been a really interesting experience so far for me. I’m trying to like it but I keep getting the feeling like it’ll be a struggle to get by each semester without thinking this just isn’t for me. At times this whole place just feels a little like high school with more work  and without that old group of friends I used to have. My life seems to revolve around school and work these days and I gotta admit I miss the weekends where my biggest concern was how many hours my band would practice in preparation for a show or just to write a new song. For now I’ll just take college one step at a time and try to get to know more people in the process because I don’t think I’ve done enough of that so far.