MONOLOG

by zhihao.huang

i was first excited to start college but after a week, my life seemed so depressing. First off i hate my log commute which is about 3 hours a day. I am overwhelmed by the workload I have. Art homework takes several hours and so does my other homework. It seems like i am losing my social life. There is no time to do anything else. The exams add on to the stress. There are a lot of materials to cover. The worst thing is my english class. I would like to start off by saying my english professor is a unique character. During class she is very intimidating. She is just waiting to criticize you. I am reading all my assigned reading but the material is very difficult. I would like to participate in the class but i cant. I know my professor is just waiting for me to answer the question wrong so she can crush my self-esteem. But outside of the class she can be the nicest person. Also i dont know why we are reading philosophers in our english class. I have trouble understanding the material. During class she is always making eye contact with me as we are discussing the material. I am very thankful she doesnt know my name yet so she cant call on me. I know its only a matter of time before she learns it. Other than these issues college is pretty nice. I like the library and the study room we can use. I basketball courts are pretty good too. But the best thing is the 3 day week end which i use to hibernate to catch on with my sleep.