What I Think!

I think that I think too much sometimes. It doesn’t seem like a big problem, but it is. For example it has already been more than an hour while I am trying to contemplate what exactly I should write in this blog. So I said “man, just do it.” That’s the Nike logo by the way.  Writing does this to me, it seems however I choose to express myself on paper, it just isn’t good enough for me. How ironic is that?  They are my thoughts and they are not good enough for me. What a difficult being the mind is, always in conflict. I know why it is though; I am always comparing myself to others. The other day I was reading the Federalist Essay No.10 and No.51 by James Madison for one of my classes, and the entire time I was admiring his writing and questioning my own. That’s where Baruch comes in.

It is one of my concerns that I might not able to manage my time well enough if I continue to over think the way I do. Yes it often leads me to something I feel contempt with but at the cost of the precious time that I could have used elsewhere. I sincerely hope that my experience at Baruch can help me formulate my thoughts quicker and deliver them accurately both through speaking and on paper. Although I wish to learn a lot from my time a Baruch, better communication skills and better writing are the primary goals that I seek to achieve.

Baruch is different from High School, in that you get to choose what you want to do and focus on. There is also plenty of time in between classes to relax, clear your head or catch-up on anything that you feel is necessary to learn and grow from. I already feel and can see the transformation that I have gone through in such short span of time that I have attended Baruch. It honestly made me more responsible, and I am beginning to take things more seriously. The future seems bright at Baruch and I anxiously await it.