I can’t seem to find my initial monologue, I’ll start fresh I guess..
I don’t know what to do with my life, it doesn’t bother me much but it freaks my family out. Ideally I should have figured this out already, in fact I should be actively pursuing some sort of goal in some field, that is not so. It isn’t exciting to plan things out anyway. I don’t know where the next 4 years will take me in Baruch, but I know that these last few weeks have been different, sweet and sour, and much more demanding compared to H.S. Its been repeated again and again, but seriously the commute sucks. Where it took me 20 minutes to get to h.s, it takes me 3 times as much to get to Baruch. On the bright side, the environment is more exciting. The profs. seem okay but they seem at par with h.s teachers, not much different. The pace is faster though, which isn’t so bad. The best and worst part about this semester is probably the breaks, it really stretches the day. SO Baruch is a mixture of good and bad, hopefully the bad will in time subside. Hoping for some breakthroughs in the future but not planning it, what happens next? Gotta wait and find out!
