Elsie

I came to Baruch with a negative attitude. I didn’t think it was the school for me, and I still don’t think it is. At this point it is about making the best out of a given situation. I’m use to knowing what I want, how I’m going to get it, and doing it. College has taken that away from me it makes me very frustrated. I’m a very decisive person and I recently find myself being the exact opposite as well as very insecure. Almost all my friends think I’m a rock because I’m not affectionate and never say “I love you”, and I don’t. The only person I say “I love you” to, every single day, multiple times a day, is my mom. It’s just one of those things that go unsaid with me. If I love you, you should know it and not need it to be said out loud. Maybe I’ll grow out of this. I also never really take anything to heart and I can’t keep grudges. This was proven last year when I experience the worse betrayal and a couple of weeks later I talked to the bitch as if nothing happened and wrote nothing but good things in her yearbook and I wasn’t fake about it either. Let’s go back to Baruch and wrap this up. Although I’m not the happiest person at the school it’s a lot better then it was in the beginning. I really like our LC and especially the friendship I’ve built with the three other crazy bitches in our class (yall know who they are).