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Hey my name is Stefan Nawoj and i’d like to see myself as a nice fellow thats fluffy on the inside. I’m mostly very outgoing a bit too much so i believe, because the overall norm unfortunately in New York is to be isolated to yourself or cold to strangers. I feel like i actually care about stuff like how people feel, what goes on, how people treat others and i don’t know i guess that makes me a bit emotional haha although i try to hide it best way i can. When it comes to money i can be very hardworking, yet when it comes to studying and school i have room for improvement due to my bad procrastination habits. As i am writing this blog it is already approaching midnight on Wednesday. The people i care most about would be the people that don’t do wrong to others in anyway in general good people. i like good happy vibes nothing else. I really enjoy it especially when people laugh, whether having a good time or whatever, when you go out and have fun laughter is a natural by-product. Sadly i believe i have a need for people, i don’t know why its so. For example there are times i just feel lonely and i just really need someone to talk to, thats all. It just gets the better of me, for someone with so many acquaintances as i do, i have few real friends.
My three main concerns in my freshman year is first my lack of time management skills. I feel like it is a HUGE problem and i need to get on it immediately, if i take care of that it would honestly benefit my life greatly, i always feel rushed, and as if there is never enough time for life. Second would be to achieve a high GPA, this i know i can accomplish but only and only if i can manage to fix the first concern. Thirdly i feel like because of all the stress i look to go out and have fun too much. Basically i go out to hang out to relieve stress, i’m stressed because i need good grades, my grades are suffering due to lack of time management and sleep, and my lack of time management and sleep is due to the fact i go out to much, on top of traveling about 4 hours a day,a messed up internal clock, and attempting to join a social fraternity. As you can see its a very unhealthy cycle, but i feel like if i push myself i can hopefully fix everything. I’m actually looking for a job too but until i can manage this i will have to stall.
My college experience will be different mainly due to the fact that i will be surrounded by people who actually want to be successful with their lives. I feel like i actually will get something out of college learning wise, and socially live my best years of my life here. I feel like high school is full of too many low-lives and people who like drama or think they are alpha. I look forward to hopefully eventually making some close friends during my stay here at Baruch.
I believe that the first year at college will change me only in fixing the negative. Hopefully develop better studying and work skills and that will overall improve the quality of my life.