I don’t think anyone completely knows his/herself, but we all strive to understand who we are more and more every day. I think that I may spend the majority of my life trying to figure out who I really am, what I want, what I don’t, what I can, and what I can’t do. Right now, I’m just beginning this long and tedious process. I am not complaining though, I think trying to figure out who I am will be fun and worth the challenge. So, who am I?
I’m a bundle of energy (when I want to be) and an exciting person. I procrastinate like crazy, but I get work done, exemplary work for that matter. I love being around people and I love to socialize. I am open minded and confident at most times, however not cocky (unless I’m trying to prove a point). If I’m engaging in an argument, I will argue till my last breath, no joke, my parents always saw the lawyer in me, corporate lawyer that is haha. A motto I live by is “”Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you’re wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn’t love you anymore,” and “”Peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no trouble, noise, or hard work. it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart,” both said by Lady Gaga. The latter quote especially is extremely significant, she incorporates reality and fantasy simultaneously. Oh, and how could I forget to mention my love of house music. That’s on the top of my list, my life pretty much revolves around house music, it gets me going, it makes me calm, it touches my heart (cliche, no?) and that’s the truth. If I tried to express my love for it, I’d be writing for days, but you get the point. I don’t think anyone in the history of civilization and human development ever possessed such a strong relationship with a genre of music as I have. Okay, now I’ll stop talking about it. I am also an insomniac, don’t remember the last time I slept before 5 am. Now most people may think that’s nuts. And yes, during the day, I feel like passing out in the most random areas, and sometimes I do, but it somehow works for me, I don’t know how, but it does. Though, I know all the negative health risks and physical affects of not sleeping well, I am currently in the process of changing my sleep schedule, so good luck to me, I guess. Enough about me, what’s the next topic?
My top three concerns about freshman year at Baruch include not getting excellent grades, balancing social life and work, and the potential increase in workload taht will occur later in the year. Hopefully, I’ll be able to balance it all out and not wear myself down. But, at the moment, I’m handling the work nicely and enjoying my time here before it gets really tough…like when I take my calc midterm next week lol.
My college experience here is already different than my high school experience. I do see my high school friends at Baruch, still conversing with each other and hanging out during breaks. But I choose not to do this, it’s like we never transitioned from high school to college. I like where I’m at now, yes there are some people I’m still close with from high school in Baruch, but it’s not my priority to be with them every possible second that I’m available to. That’s not what I’m here for. New place, new beginnings!
I don’t think my first year at College will change me drastically. I’m still me, NEVA CHANGE…i kid. The only thing different is taking advantage of the freedom I have now, and managaing my time is just a bit different than what I’m used to. But I adjusted and I think I’m doing just swell.
cool story brah
Nice! Awesome post.