Today the topic is monologue. Actually I don’t know how to start this monologue. Now  I will talk something about my life in Newyork.

At the first I came here I feel really strange . I have no friends here and nobody can talk with me . Although I leaving with my father, because I haven’t saw him almost 10 years so I feel really lonly. I can clearly memorized the first week I came here, I sat at the windowsill and look outside for howl day. No talking , no shopping, no playing but just crying. I miss everything everyone in China and I felt no one know my feeling. I know it’s sounds a lie , but I live in that statue for almost 2 months. Then I went to the ESL program. There have many peopel are in the samilar age as me. But I still afried made firends. If nobody talk with me I wouldn’t made a sounds. Step by step, I became more and more shy and sensitive, but it is not a real me. I can’t find the outgoing me anymore.

The most fortunate thing  is I met a really nice teacher at the esl program. She is a really nice person, the first time I talk to her I felt I had knew her for a long time. She never  joke my broken English and give me lots of confidence. At that I met my first firend in US. She is my father’s firend’s daughter. Like destiny, we like each other very much at the first time . She help me made a bank card, help me apply the college, shopping with me and let me made friends. I really think if no her ,there is no day’s  happy me.

Now I had two part time work. Have many firends in baruch. Like every normal international student enjoy the new life in Baruch. Although some time I will fell lonely agine, I always can find somebody to talk with . I like update my picture on the facebook or my own page . My firends who are in China all said I looks perfect. Actually I am not very care about whatever I looks. The most thing I care is the change of myself. I start like this city, this country and the people here.

Now  understand that if Ican’t change the situation around me ,I must change myself to adapt the surrounding. And then I will find a new world and start enjoy  it!