why not be the first to make a blog for LC26? thats who i am. i like to blog i like to write and just let feelings out. blogging isnt just for attention or to socialize but a way to vent. who am i? im chinese. i was born in manhattan raised in brooklyn and currently located in staten island. im 18. i love to eat, i play handball, i have an unforgetable yet annoying laugh etc. characteristics; short, chubby, smart, nice, different, etc. theres too many things that can be said by me to tell you who i am. but the better question is to ask you. WHO AM I? i can honestly say only a handful of people really know the real me. i am who i am.
concerns at baruch? before i came into college i wasnt expecting it to be the way it is now. everyone in wagner goes to baruch. “or so said” and that baruch is going to be exactly like highschool. but now that im here i feel like no ones here. and that this is nothing like highschool. i just want to go back. and feel like i made a name for myself in highschool and now starting college with tons of new people. makes it so much harder. not knowing where to go or what to do. especially like most of us. we do have old friends in baruch and those are the people we cling on to. so first concern not being able to make friends. we cling to the old its hard to make room for the new. plus i have trust issues so my anti-socialness is going to play a role. 2nd concern that i wont be able to make a name for myself like i did in highschool. ranging from being the Student Organization (Government) Vice President, Girls Varsity Handball Captain, Key Club Secretary, Asian Club President and all the countless things i was apart of. i dont have the drive and courage to do the things i once did before maybe because i have no one to go through the journey with me. and 3rd. im afraid of the new transition of school work. think about it everytime we enter a new school year people go its so much harder then last year. but it always ends up being the same or something. like “junior year” in HS is the hardest supposidly. but seriously my senior year was the hardest lol.
i feel as of right now my college experience is going to be rather lonely compared to my HS experience.
hopefully my college experience will help me “expand my horizon” and push me out of my comfort zone to accomplish the things i know i can.
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Well done Alison! And don’t worry your college experience won’t be lonely. When I started college I didn’t know anyone! And now I know the majority of the school. 🙂