I’m a freshman so i’m still trying to find my way around, i used to be kind of a big fish in my old high school and the fact that i don’t really know anyone over here does kinda bother me. I’m really a pretty funny, loud random guy most of the time but i’m afraid that if i act that way in college around strangers that people will think i’m weird creepy or immature. I admit some of my jokes are rated m for mature but i’m not a pervert, lol, and the fact that i like to tease people can come off as being judgmental but its just for laughs. I’m a huge flirt so just because i hit on a certain girl or multiple girls doesn’t always mean much since i find flirting to be fun and a good way of keeping things from getting awkward or quiet. I can also come off as a know it all since i like answering questions in class especially math since that’s my favorite and in some ways best subject. I also enjoy anime, writing romantic poems, action movies, being wined and dined and long walks on the beach, lol
What really bothers me is the fact that some of these books and things for class (i’m talking about you ti-89) are hard to find and/or are crazy expensive so you can’t get all of them if your on a limited budget. Things like math especially webworks are difficult since the teacher doesn’t put up a problem and have you all try to solve it for yourselves then he shows how to do it, so you don’t really know how to solve it yourself and you don’t know all the formulas sometimes. And some teacher assign multiple books to read and i’m worried i’ll end up studying the wrong book come exam time, like i’ll end up studying this book when the exam is really on this other one or whats happened to some people i know where the chapters you’ve been assigned are not the ones the exam is on.
What’s really been different between high school and college is that you’re more responsible and teachers expect you to learn and do a lot of stuff on your own. I think by the end of my first year i’ll be pretty used to everything and hopefully i’ll be more responsible and more disciplined because i’m sure that everyone will agree with me that high school did not really prepare us for that.
