Daily Archives: October 9, 2010

it was the first day of school and i have never felt so alone. i had no friends in my class. and all my old friends in baruch were in different LCs. college isnt what i expected. baruch is supposidly just like wagner. but its really not. my biggest challenge in school right now is probably making friends but its getting easier. also adjusting to all this new school work is a big challenge, balancing all the work and readings we get with midterms. its like just kill me now or my head exploding is gonna kill me anyway.  but with every bad thing theres a few good things too. we always have to keep the balance in order. my boyfriend, new and old friends, food, shopping and many other random things make me happy. im enjoying the city life of college. the long breaks and the freedom. i dont even have to ask to urinate anymore, i can just go! sometimes “you must give up what you could lose in order to gain what you could not lose” even if you dont wanna lose it. i dont have a personal motto but i believe in “no regerets” and “everything happens for a reason”. I have to learn that everything im going through right now is for a reason and it will mean something later on.

i really dont know if i did this right… lOL. -.-” fail. but atleast i got it out of the way [: first poster again c[: