Until Now.

Death. That’s what these midterms are starting to feel like. My biggest fear yet I don’t actually know what that’s like. If it feels like sleeping, then M’s my murderer. Sad but true. The past months I’m starting to discover what I want to do with my life and now I’m contemplating on whether or not to major in business which is a reason why I chose this school. I hope whatever I choose will bring me a lot of potential to make money and live a great life. Money doesn’t buy you happiness but it does buy you options. Most of the time I feel happier when I have options.  These questions of what I want to do really help me question what are the words that I should go by in order to motivate myself to achieve my dream. Simple, you do what you love and fuck the rest. I can’t credit myself with this because it’s from little miss sunshine but it’s the phrase that guides me the most. What am I going to do with these next years of college? Of my career? Where am I going to be? No obstacles are going to stand in my way. Lately, it’s hard to rely on someone to help you get the job done, basically, you want to get shit done, gotta get it done yourself. Sounds like another phrase.