My Biggest fear is to let down the people I love, to not make them happy. I place their happiness before mine. School started out easy, surprisingly well , my teachers are pretty cool, as well as my peers, I made a couple of friends . And then it began, i started to dj in clubs. The care for learning was already minimal but it reached a new low once I began. Trying to maintain good grades while balicing an always increasing music lyburry, has become one of the hardest challenges for me. I push myself through this tho to make my mother happy, Its not the easiest tast because I am the biggest procrastinator. My whole life Ive just gotten by with school, Ive herd the saying If he only applied himself. After a while its annoying to hear. School is a biggest job for me, I concider it to be volenteer work , just for the fact Id rather be in 100 different places. And I really dont do it for myself. No matter what tho Im getting it done, Im banging it out, hopefully if the way things turn out the way I planned.. I wont need a real job in the future.
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