Daily Archives: October 21, 2010

You have to go to college

it is important

that’s what they tell me

I ask myself why should I go? Why should i pay for something i can learn on my own?

I don’t need a teacher to learn this stuff

I would have more time on my hands

more time for work, family, and friends

midterm on Wednesday, essay on Monday, research paper Tuesday

work every wednesday and thursday

when do i get to breathe?

when will i have time to do what i enjoy doing?

it seems so bad and i ask again

why should i go?

unfortunately its a necessity

however it has its pros

status and that paper of a degree

will get you to those positions you need to be

and on the side of that there is experience

see new places and meet new faces

learn from the old life that this new one replaces

welcome to college!

My monologue was horrible I have to say. It was partially made up on the spot as I went up. Maybe I shouldn’t have made up the monologue 10 mins before the class started. If only my memory had served me better instead of people reminding me the day the monologue was due.

So I should have probably had props for my monologue. That would have been the only thing i could have possibly done to make it better. Maybe a sword or a wine filled skull would have given it that extra pizazz. Plus a costume! Imagine if I had a nice feathered hat or some parachute pants! So by performing my monologue, I’ve realized I’d be a way better stage director than an actor.
Either way, my performance was pretty solid; I’d like to think it was four out of five possible ninja stars. Martin’s was clearly five ninja stars, so note to self: be more emo next time. Orrrr reflect on more life experiences American History X style.
Actually, I don’t think I really thought about how it would go and being indifferent totally helped. I didn’t have any expectations so I didn’t fall short of them nor did I exceed them.
Basically my life is a win.

surprisingly the mono presentations wasnt that bad. it was okay i guess. it was interesting and entertaining hearing everyones monos. i imagined it being very different like some what play like instead we just legit read it off the paper. so yeah it was a lot easier then i expected. my monologue may still have been bad but presenting wasnt that bad lol. martin and christian won. yay them! lol. everyone had creative ones cause LC26 is just so awesome [: