Hi, I’m Alex. I come from Long Island. I go to Baruch College, which is located in Manhattan. I don’t really know what else to say about myself. I live on the Upper East Side in a dorm, so even though I’m commuting, I’m also living with other students. Mostly art students though, so it barely counts. I like food, which is probably the best part of living in Manhattan. There’s so many good restaurants all over, the only problem is that I can never find anyone to go with me due to lack of funds or other excuses.
One concern I have for my freshman year is that I’ll do poorly. I didn’t try in high school, and I really have to force myself to do even a little bit of work here. I’m hoping it will get easier in time. Another concern I have is that I won’t really get to have the full college experience that my friends are having. It’s kind of cool living in Manhattan, but everyone basically goes home after class, and there aren’t really any good places to hang out that I’ve found that aren’t clubs. In my town we could just hang out on the beach, so it’s pretty different. It’s definitely harder to make friends at Baruch than it is in other colleges, especially when most people have very little in common with me and have people they went to high school with. A third concern I have is that I’ll get really fat. Seriously, all I’ve been doing is eating. It’s not good. At least my building has a gym.
Baruch is definitely different from high school. For one thing, I’m living on my own now. It’s weird being completely responsible to wake myself up, do my laundry, cook and a bunch of other things. Another thing that makes it different is the diversity of people. My high school was diverse, but there were a lot of people similar to me who I was friends with. At Baruch, I can’t really find anyone I can actually relate to beyond being in the same classes. It’s a weird feeling. Even weirder is I’ve become better friends with people I never spoke to in high school just based on circumstance. This isn’t taking into account the actual classes. In high school, all my classes were 42 minutes, so basically that’s my attention span for a class. Actually, probably closer to 30 because for the last 10 I was just looking at the clock. It’s much different having to concentrate for 2 hours on math, and it’s definitely harder. There’s also the fact that there’s a lot more distractions in college. Other than the car horns and sirens that you hear all day, professors don’t yell at you for things like having a cell phone out or using your laptop in class. It’s hard to pace myself in class so that when I decide to go on the internet for a minute to help regain my concentration, I don’t end up just looking at random websites until the class ends.
I think the first year in college will change me by making me more responsible for myself. Nobody is telling me what to do, so I just have to do it on my own.