Hey itz Matthew Beer. Im no exactly sure how this Blog iz meant to be formatted . I figure itz basically rewriting our Freewrites from class. Here goes. . .
What i like best is organization. I say this bcuz im a terribly unorganized person. My life is in a perpetual state of disarry usually by own doing or should i say undoing. I stress myself out to the point that i dont know what it iz like to be unstresed. suks -_- What i dislike would be the opposite of what i like: disorganization. This word pretty much defines my life before and since. As i mentioned before disorganiztion = stress = gray hair which i have omg suks -_- im too young. I would describe myself as critical and pessimistic. Both of these probably stem from my aforementioned problems above. Whats important to me iz living. I mean getting the most out of life although i dont feel ive been doing that lately.
Im afraid of failing. should be made into a phobia if there isnt probably one out there. should probably look that up later. Failng = disappointment which isnt something i want people to feel about me. Im most happy wen surrounded by people and having intimate discussions. There’s nothing better than a stimulating conversation with people who are in the same boat as you. I like the feeling of belonging.
I feel guilty wen i say i will do something but dont. I wont be specific but i do that alot, itz something that i should work on. I feel empowered wen i know something that others dont. I get the childish urge to just blurt it out or be the first to say it. I also feel empowered wen im speaking aloud and people are actually paying attention. I dont hav a motto because i cant think of one right away. I also dont want to force it by looking or “shopping’ around for one on the internet or something. If one doesnt come to mind right away i think it means i havent found one i identify with.
Umm i wrote something really weird for freewrite # 4 and i cant remember what the assignment or question was. i made some kinda list, see what u get out of it -___-
(1) Pretty Decent
(2)Music
(3)New York
I have no idea what these are i think theyre answers to questions i must’ve been really lazy or something sry. . .
and that concludes my monologue i figure Ari & Ben will be mad at us Monday bcuz no one did their blog on time lol
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