Omg im posting this blog sooo late but i had a rough weekend guys…sorry
Ok well, as i mentioned before, my name is Melissa Espinal and i think im kind of sure about who i am…sometimes. It’s hard for me to really answer that question because somedays i can wake up and know exactly what i want to do and get so many things done and be so happy with my myself. But then i have days when i dont do ANYTHING. I just stay home in sweats and watch Grey’s Anatomy re-runs on Lifetime….yikes.
I dont really feel that bad about those days though because i think we all have those days. Especially as freshman in college. I just turned 18…am i supposed to have my life figured out already??? I was late putting up this blog post so that tells you how organized i am haha.
I’m pretty happy with myself for the most though. There are some things that i would obviously love to change about myself…like every girl does. But I guess you can’t do well in college and look like Beyonce all in the same year so i’ll be patient haha. I just try to thank God whenever i can for being alive and happy and having a very supportive family. My mom is the most amazing woman I’ve ever met and there’s a line in a Jay-Z song that makes me think of her everytime i hear it. Its off the 03 Bonnie and Clyde track and he says, “It’s trippy how hard she rides with me.” It’s just saying that its kinda crazy how the girl he’s with is literally down for anything and is really supportive of him and that’s exactly how my mom is. I can honestly say she is my number one fan no matter what and I will always appreciate her for that. She has a lot to do with the way I am because she’s raised me to be confident and walk with head up even when I’m at my worst. Love her.
