Everytime someone asks me a question like this I go one of two ways. I either don’t know how to answer it and simply say I’m still working on it or I say whatever i feel is the answer that day. Today I’m going down the second road, I think I am a complicated individual whom, in a way, is a different person to or around certain people. It’s a little complicated to explain and I also don’t feel like elaborating on the matter.
My top 3 concerns about my freshamn year here at Baruch are as follow. Concern numero uno, That I’m not working as hard as i should be and i need to get my head in right damn place. The key exaple is one you can see now I didn’t do the easiest thing i was assigned to do by not posting this blog on time. I mean really I dont know what i was thinking I was pretty busy with things over the past few days but not THAT busy that i couldn’t do this. I need to get my head out of my ass and start working harder starting now. Concern number deuce, I really don’t like the people i’ve met so far here at Baruch. Well actually thats not all true, I sould say that I don’t like all the people i’ve met in my classes and school cause the people i know on the swim team are really cool. The only people i stick around during school are my buddies Joe and Seamus, (but he tends to go by james in classes) The reason why is because I’ve known Joe for 14 years and I’ve known Seamus for about 12 years i think. I’m hoping there are some more interesting people somewhere out there in this College. 3.) I’m concerned about that I really don’t know what the hell I wanna do, major wise, I originally came in thinking business but now I’m thinking thats not the way I wanna go. Recently I’ve been thinking Psychiarty because the mind and all those disorders really interests me. Now I would say i’ll just transfer out but thats out of the question for two reasons, reason one I really like the swim team and the people I’ve met on it plus I’m that good yet for D1 and some D2 schools and I wanna swim in college. Reason two I CAN’T AFFORD IT. I’m paying Baruch with my own money right now and I’m pulling my hair out wondering how i’m gonna pay next year. I cant go to my parents cause they’ve done enough for me so far and i can’t burden them anymore plus I’m basically a dumbass so Its not like I got scholarships coming out the butt heading my way.
So far I dont know what will make my Baruch Experience different than my highschool experince other than class size and length.
Hopefully my first year of college will make me stronger academically and a bit more mature and definitely a better swimmer.
