the logue that is mono

“My name is joe loyer and this is my monologue” that would be the typical way to start this but i like to deviate from how most things would appear normally and input something different. that was a rather long greeting however the rest of this post will be how its supposerd to be. I just recently turned 18 and i feel the same. i always imagined that when i turned 18 id suddenly be knowledgeable in everything about everything. thats a whole lot of everything. but yea i thought id magically have a job and be an “adult” but i feel the same. some of the things i like in the world. . .hmm i like my life my family my friends my dog, golf, eating working out the same things eveyrone else likes doing but everyone has different orders of importance. i dislike a few things none of which come to mind at the moment but nothing that extreme besides the usual i hate getting up at 630am for class. im a student son brother friend boyfriend grandson nephew the list goes on and on but the people who mean the most to me are all of these people i like hangin with my friends its always hysterical i love bein with my girlfriend cause shes amazing, i like goin to ball games with my dad is always a good time. im not afraid of anything except losing these people and thats whats important to me keeping those i care about happy and doing well in school so that i can get the grades i want to transfer out. im trying to keep track of all the work i have to do and everything i gotta to do better and keep my gpa as high as possible. just concentrating and managing time is a pain in the ass. we do no work senior year and no work all summer long then get thrown into more work than weve ever done before. its hardly fair but what can we do it is what it is.  im out of things to say about myself.