There are sixty-eight hundred million people in the world, but how many people can really understand me? The answer is not a lot. But there must be a person who knows me very much, this person is me. I have my own thinking about myself which is really different from other people who know me. Now I am 18, attending college and it becomes the turning point in my life.
People said human have two sides, bad side and good side, however I think people also have ”inside” and “outside”. That’s why it’s hard to understand each other. My outside, I am really polite to people, I open door for people, say thank you if they give me space to walk and say sorry so many times even just block the way for one second. Because I think being polite is the basic respect to the people. And I am working so hard when I was in the school or working place. I can help everyone in the school if they need me, and I can stand whole day without blame anyone in my working place. However, these things are not working to my family and in my house. I feel tired and lazy to do extra works in the house. So I do not want to do anything at home and rarely help my mom to clean the house. But I still respect her and only just help her a little bit. Inside me, I really want to be a good person that always helps people.
In my freshman year at Baruch College, I think all my classes are very boring because I always have to read a lot of books. But I made some friends and we have fun together sometimes. College is so much different from High School, it more work to do, more reading, and more responsible. I have to do all the homework, reading and responsible for all my work. The Professors don’t really care about us, they just need your work and give you grade. So it is my responsible to do all my work. So the first year at Baruch College will change myself become more responsible to do all my work. Because before I was very lazy to do my work since in high School the teacher always gives excuse to us.
