Who do i think i am? Actually, I don’t know who I am specifically. Sometimes, I am a very emotional person, but sometimes I suddenly become an objective person. Also, I don’t get hurt in my mind or get depressed with a serious reason but with a slight reason or words from others. I am definitely not a very outgoing person. It is very difficult to say hello and act friendly to new people for me. However, I talk a lot and get hyper after I get close to them. Also I am a kind of lazy person. I always make plans for my works such as homeworks but never follow them. I know that it is one of my worst characteristics and I should fix it.
My main concern about my freshman year at Baruch College is my academic grades. I have to do lots of homeworks and assignments everyday. They give mo so much pressures and burdens. I always work hard and even’t don’t have enough time to sleep but still many times I can’t complete them especially reading assignments since I am a very slow reader and my English skill is very weak. Also Im so worried about the upcoming tests since I really can’t even expect what professors will ask on the tests. I really want to do well on the tests because all people around me reccomended that I should get good grade in the first year for next 3 years. Also, as I mentioned before, I am not an outgoing person so I am not a good presentator. I get nervous so easily and my lack of English speach and accent always bring me down. I really want to develop my speaking and presentation skill. My second concern is time management. As I mentioned before, I am a very lazy person and always rush at the very last moment of due day of assignments. I sincerly want to fix it and manage my time wisely because I always have lots of works to do. My last concern is English. As an immigrant who has lived in US for 2 years, Im not a perfect English speaker. I really want to develop my English skill and hope I will make it before I graduate from the college.
College and high school is so different. First of all, proffessors don’t care about us as much as highschool teachers do. They don’t care about our lateness, texting or sleeping in the class. They just give their lectures and we have to follow them by ourselves. I think there are more pressures and burdens in college since we have to care about ourselves and take responsibility.
I think my first year at College will make me a more responsible and studious person. Nowdays I feel so stressful and depressing due to the amazing amount of works I have. I hope I learn a skill to manage my time and finish my works at the time untill the end of the first year.
