I feel pretty upset with myself in this semester. I do not like all my classes. Since the subject I love the most is Mathematics, and I do not have to take it since I passed the AP test, so I have to take all the classes that do not use numbers or formulas. Honestly, I did not do really well in this semester; I just played around, and did not take everything pretty serious. I think I will get lower GPA than I expected. I am disappointed about the time I wasted these three years. I wish I could go back to High School, take more College Now courses which I had chance to take them but I did not take them, then in College, try to concentrate more, study harder, and do not waste most of my time. So in this semester, I did not read any chapters which the professors assigned or sometimes I read them late, I did not do well in the quizzes or tests, and I did not even understand what I learned. But I do not want to give up easily because of the bad start. Next semester I promise myself to do better than this semester because my education is important for my future. I will try my best to read any chapters as soon as possible, finish my homework earlier, and study hard for the quizzes and tests. So I will keep fighting for my grade until I graduate from Baruch College.
I have not changed a lot since I started in Baruch College. I am still shy, lazy, and take everything easy. I am a shy person because I will not talk to new friends if they do not talk to me first. So what I am going to do is I will talk to new friends and make more friends the following semester. Because I think if I have more friends, I can get more information about something they know that I do not know, we can share, and we can help each other. Also I will remove my laziness to improve my grade for the following semester and take everything serious.
