This is my freshman year at Baruch College. From the first day I step in, I have lots of expectations. Some is achieved, but some is not. First of all that I don’t expect to achieve in Bruch College is I involve into relationship with many people who are also Bruch students by friendship. It is almost the end of the semester, while I think deeply on what I did and how I went during previous days, I suddenly realized that I have more and more friends around me. They are with me as bee always with honey, no matter when I was confuse, depress, frustrated. They are the most considerate people in my life. On the other hand, the only thing I expected to do well in Bruch College that is to get a good grade. Unfortunately, even though I act as a nerd, but I don’t get the grade that I expected. As a result, my academy is not really good.
The first semester at Bruch College is really exciting. Everything is so new and so much fun for me. There are so many clubs, activities, parties in the college that I never experienced. They attract me a lot that I cannot deny it, as the result I participate in ballroom dance club. I really enjoy it, but I did not realize my curious get me into trouble. My academy is not on my expectation. My bad academy is not only due to my curious, but also my weak flexibility. As the first semester in college, many things those are so different and strange.
If there is a second chance that is could do it all again, I would not spend too much time on club. I would use my time to practice on exercises that I really needed. However, second chance is never will be real, but I still could put more efforts on subjects to raise my grade. That is my responsibility and my sense of duty because I come to college to find improvement.
Finally, I didn’t have many changes since I started at Baruch College. But at least, I am not shy anymore. When I was very young, I was so shy. Then I become more and more outgoing while I grow up. And now, I believe that I can put my “blush” away. In a new environment, you ought to know how to face all kinds of unexpected challenges and then become more confident. If you can’t solve your own problem, face people confidentially, how dare you can think about solve other problems?!