yiru xu’ monologue

Hi, I am yiru, I think most of you guys may not know my name since I am a kind of quite person in this class. Today, I want to talk about my personal trait. I feel nervous when I am standing in front of people to do the presentation. When I was writing this monologue, I could image the moment that I spoke, I might be blushing. I cannot control it, unfortunately. I blush easily no matter when I feel nervous, angry, embarrassing. People can know my thoughts just by looking at my face. I think it makes me immature and childish. I also want to talk about my bad habit which might ruin my life, I still have a lot of subjects to catch up especially political science which is a big challenge for me. I am not interested in history and political stuff. Even before the exam, I might wasting my whole day by pursue myself like “oh, I will work really hard after I finishing this movie. Or I need some food so that I can have enough energy. In the middle of night, I must be regret and worried because I am not ready for the exam. I really have to organize my time to work efficiently. Time goes really fast when I spend on watching movie and play games. I feel like I just take few classes after September, and suddenly, it is midterm. And next few weeks, there is second-round of midterms of some of my classes. Next month, it is time for the final. Do today’ job and do leave things to tomorrow, otherwise, you will be frustrated in the end.