monologue

I am the only child in my family, thus my parents always want to give me the best things. However, there’s one thing I am still not satisfied with is that I don’t have any sibling to play with or talk to. Although I played with the kids in my neighborhood, still, it was a lonely childhood. And that’s probably the reason why I like to play with kids now. Most people who have little brother and sister might think kids are annoying, but I think kids are kind of interesting. I used to work at a summer camp, and I love to get along with kids because they reminded me of my passed childhood. They always loved to share their diary stories and play games with me which were so sweet, and that also reminded me innocence which I had missed for many years.

When I was little, I used to either stick with my parents or stay home watching TV. As I grow up, especially when I first came to the United States without knowing anyone, I try really hard to meet new friends and like to hang out with them because I don’t want to be alone again. With my friends, I am very comfortable; thus in front of them, I can open myself to be the real me.  We used to gather together, we talk, we sing, we laugh, and we cry, and I cherish our friendship a lot. Now we are split apart to different college, and I really miss them and the time we spent in high school.

Being active enough, sometimes I just feel like to be a loner for a while after all my busy days. Then I will disappear from my social network because I would love to be quiet and free at that time. I know I am weird, but I just want to relax and don’t like someone interrupt me while I am enjoying my own time listening to music or watching movies.