Must Be Getting Old
It is now towards the end of the semester. i didnt do much. to be honest there was a lot of feeling around at the beginning of the year, kinda like in fights where you dont really engage but try to figure out how strong your opponent is. the classes arent bad at all in terms of difficulty, but my rise in laziness has risen to new extremes.
i m scared. if i stay here at baruch for too long, i see myself just skipping class everyday. My motivation to work has plummeted to new depths. i guess when you grow up what institutions lack in inspiration you’re supposed to make up for through discipline and a need for money in the future.
i miss having PE class. i feel weary sometimes, i think its my lack of activity lately but maybe its the weather too. in Heroes the tv show i saw a bunch of japanese business men all go outside in the middle of the day to do some mandatory excersize. seems like both a nice and dreadful idea. idunno.
baruch has its charms, not many, but it has its charms. the building itself continues to amaze me (vc not 23rd cuz 23rd is shit). the people here are decent. classes are decent. professors are decent. a whole lot of mediocracy is what i m seeing but theres a lot of opportunities here too.
heres to hoping i can get out there and make next semester even better.
on December 8th, 2011 at 8:06 pm
I actually know what you mean by that mandatory exercise. I was in Taiwan with my mom and she had to do something with her ID and so we went to the office mad early in the morning, when it was just opening. It was the funniest thing I’ve ever seen. This energizing music started up, and there was like an exercise leader and he was leading the different stretches and stuff, and everyone followed. No wonder no one there was fat. The embarrassing thing was that my grandma thought it was totally fun and joined in. LOL
on December 9th, 2011 at 12:07 pm
dude, your problem with seeing mediocracy everywhere can be solved by laughing a bit more. There arent many things that laughter cant fix. If you tell a few more jokes, and hear some yourself, youll find that your days pass a lot quicker and with more eventfulness. Also, if you really want more exercise, go to the gym. Its RIGHT THERE you know 🙄
anyway, see u next semester, and enjoy ur winter break.
on December 10th, 2011 at 12:01 am
I had to mandatory exercise once a week in the elementary school when i was in S.Korea
on December 10th, 2011 at 11:01 pm
Hahaha I think it’s so funny that we both talked about how our laziness has increased and how we both lack motivation. As for Austin’s advice about laughing, he is so right. Personally, I CAN NOT, get through a day without making someone laugh. I need to crack some kind of joke every hour to bring satisfaction to my life haha