I’m nuts, I’m out there, but I’m also oddly brilliant. Alot goes on in my mind, I’m pretty laid back and I tend to avoid drama. I’m a musician, I’m a singer. I’m a writer, I’m an artist. I’m a delightful failure, I fail at things that others want me to do, but I’m great at what I want to do. I had a dream last night and truly questioned, do i really have my mind set on finance? Do i really want to be one of these depressed guys in suits that come off the M train at 11 pm? With their heads down and sipping their coffee listening to Billy Joel. Do i want my life to be that predictable, or do I want to become something more?
These are the tough decisions you have to make when you’re entering College. How am i going to balance my social life with my work life? Will that first psychology test ruin my weekend, or am I going to suck it up and do better next time? Am I going to cry to Mom and Dad about how hard it is from the start, or am I going to shake it off and press on? College is really my first step to becoming an adult, so I feel as though I need it.
People who take off from College to “find themselves”, really don’t know that that is part of college. College will help me do this. College will help anyone do this. The only thing is, you have to work for it. It can’t simply be handed to you like it was in High School.