Who am i? I am so tired. College has proved itself to be more challenging than i would have imagined. I can’t keep up with hw, classwork, I’ve missed exams already. I dropped a class within a month and a half just to lighten the work load. It didn’t help though. I’m worried now. I’m off to a bad start and i think it’s too late to do anything about it. I’m getting stressed out. I’m sleep deprived. I’m tired. If i fail, a class I’m gonna be screwed. I am trying really hard, even though it might not seem like it but there’s not much more i can do honestly. My English professor probably hates me by now. I’m missing homework, classes and handing in papers late. It’s not even about time management anymore, theres just simply not enough time in the day. With work and school, i can never catch a break. I’ve distanced myself away from friends and family, started smoking again. I feel like a mess. I feel broken. I’m not functioning right. Yes, it’s depressing, but theres something that my dad used to tell me. He used to say,”Boody, whenever your walking through a storm, just smile.” “Oh wow Dad… thanks.” I need help. I am so tired.