Who am I? I find it hard to describe myself. Because even I’m not sure who I am. I can list the basics. I’m a short Chinese girl who is 18 and attends Baruch college. I love to eat and watch TV. I love ketchup and eating foods that I’ve never tried before. I’m very indecisive and I can’t make decisions on my own. Yes, I rely on others to help me decide. I really want to be a more decisive person but it’s hard. I think that I’m someone that is confused about her future. I don’t know what I want to major in. I don’t have a strong passion or interest for anything. I’m someone that can’t really multitask but I’m someone who does not procrastinate on schoolwork. I hate feeling stressed and I’m carefree. Other than that, I don’t really know how to describe myself. Maybe in the future, I’ll able to define myself better.
As a freshman at Baruch College, I have a few concerns. I know that college isn’t like high school and the teachers won’t pay as much attention to us. I hope that I will get used to this and be able to study on my own. Also I’m concerned about all the exams we have because it’s a huge part of our grade. I hope that I choose the right college, because I had a very hard time picking my college. And even now, I’m not sure if I’m at the right place. Hopefully, during my freshman year I will be able to figure it out.
College is all about the experience and Baruch will be a place of new experience for me. Baruch has a lot of people and it’s very diverse compared to my high school. My high school was a small school and I saw the same people every day. However, in college, I will be able to meet new people. In college we can pick our schedules and decide what classes to take. By doing so, we are on our own and learning how to make decisions.
I think my first year at college will change me to be a more studious person and I will be able to learn how to take notes better. I will be able to manage my time better and I will be more independent. College is not like high school and we have to do things on our own. We have to rely on ourselves to earn the grade we want.