My personality is in a fluid state of existence, constantly changing from month to month. I change my interests, wants, and attitude greatly almost monthly. I cannot properly analyze, or state my personality, because each time I reflect on it, it changes. However, certain things that have been consistent for quite a while are that many times I come off as impartial, I am generally confident in what I say, and I am not quick to back down, and have low tolerance for ignorance.
My first, and foremost concern is that I will be wasting my time, and not figure out what I want to do with my life early enough. If I do not figure out what I want to do soon, the time spent is going to be detrimental to my future. My next concern is that my grades will not be good, the reason for this concern is that the better my grades are the more paths I have available for me to take. My last concern is that I will be overcome by stress when work starts to get hard and that will put a strain on my relationships with people around me.
The only time that I feel like I am really in college is that I have my Fridays off. It may seem like a trivial reason to say, but for the most part college has felt a lot like high school. Partly because I commuted to high school and now I am commuting about ten minutes further to college. Another reason that isn’t as big for me is my lecture classes, they make me definitely feel like I am in college because they are completely different from my experience in a small high school.
I think that my first year in college will teach me how to be responsible for myself. I will be able to choose my own classes for next semester, and I will then have to make some serious decisions for myself about my life. These decisions I will have to make on my own, I will have certain guidance from others but it will be very limited.
