These last few months have been some of the most stressful months of my life. They have also been some of the best months because I feel that I have learned so much about myself and so much about what I want from life. I only wish I didn’t learn these things in such a stressful manor. I’m the type of person who loves change. I don’t mind it at all and I tend to always embrace it. I find change to be very exciting and I like the feeling of starting fresh. I am just not used to everything changing at once and as much as I don’t want to I have to admit it, this whole process has been very overwhelming for me. I guess the reason for this is I have never realized how used to everything in my life I was. I have always lived in the same house, went to the same school with the same people and never realized how drastic of a change college would be. And just to clarify, yes I knew it would be different and challenging,  if there is one thing I’m not its naïve but I just never acknowledged how drastic of a change this would be. This lack of realization is ultimately my fault but I don’t know what else I was expecting. I feel like I’m finally starting to get it all together and hey guess what….the semester is practically over. My impeccable sense of timing has of course stayed the same throughout all of this. But better late than never, at least that’s what I like to think to make myself feel better. At the end of the day, I know I am a good student and have the grades to prove it, I just need to learn how deal with stress better. I am so lucky to have the life I have and to be able to be going to college. I have everything I could ever possibly want right now and need to stop stressing out before my hair falls out or something, I don’t want to be stressed out and bald. Anyway the point is I need to learn how to relax and enjoy life rather than stress out over it. The End.

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