Author Archives: Caroline Piku

I looked ahead to leave myself behind , but mirror image is all that i can find, I see a troubled teen , the victim of the canvas I have painted. But , whatever , I think I have changed a lot in a good way. I think I have grown up a bit. I have learnt some life lessons too.

Frankly, my first semester is not what I have expected. This is not the college life I have dreamed of. But Baruch is not a bad school. I think it’s okay. Classes are good. I like my Math and Political Science professors. I got 100 and 98 for my math class. He is such an easy grader. Other professors , no I don’t like them. I mean Art History is ok , professor is cute but the art slides get boring after a while.

Summer is coming. Before that , I have papers to finish and lessons to study. I have become mature a bit more and I also found out who is there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on or a hug to move on. Too many lessons learnt this semester. Life has been both ups and downs. Jerks and idiots everywhere. But I learnt to forgive and forget.

I don’t want to look back and regret at anything so I’m taking all the chances to get whatever i want.

Summer :

Can’t wait for my beach trip! Got lots to do in the summer. I am taking summer classes and prolly rushing for a sorority. I couldn’t manage my time last time so this time I will try my best to earn my letters!

It’s sometimes frustrating when you don’t know if someone is just trolling in the class or just being stupid. I mean I am dumb,too. But they are just annoying.

LOL. I am just bored.

Ok so this is my last post.

Download this , my treat for you  <3

HIIIIIII.

Before I get on to this piece , I ‘d like to acknowledge all my fans , the fans that have been here for me since the first day of school , the fans that never left my side , the fans who check FRO site everyday just to read my new blogs. TANK Q.

Here I am posting an “extra” blog ’cause my schedule was so tight and I missed some FRO seminars.

So , again , my first semester.

I can’t believe –

1) I am actually starting to like museums and I went to the Met the other day for my art history paper.

2) I am turning into a big time procrastinator.

3) summer is like 6 weeks away.

4) I am gonna finish my first semester at Baruch ( alive).

5) I don’t needa post any more FRO blogs after 5 weeks. OH NOOOOOs! Well , my dear fans , if you nicely request me , I might do one tiny blog for you.

Xoxo

Caroline <3

Yes, Xavier , I stole your idea of  “BEAR”  ’cause I am too awesome to think my own.

But, I did change my avatar ’cause the missing teeth of Baruch bear annoy me so much ( I am not kidding ). Well, now I got a yellow Asian bear as my profile picture. *SMILEEEE*

I know. Now this just gets so weird. I like powerpuff girls so I googled bear with powerpuff girls and this pedo came out. Anyway, I hope you like this!

So my first semester.

I was a weird little Asian bear trying to fit in diverse bear community. I tried out different bear organizations. I thought I wanted to be a sorority bear. So I pledged for this one hot mama bear sorority – which I failed completely ( mind you, not because I ain’t hot enough to be a greek bear , but because I couldn’t find time and well, I admit , I am not a good follower). But, I found this sister bear in class with whom I founded the newest and the hottest bear sorority – her sister name is Tomato. I LOVE YOU , BIG! You might stand a chance to rush for our sorority if you are awesome enough.

This mini bear is getting used to this so-called independent Ahmerhican Life. I am balancing my social life and academic life and it just gets better with time.

I know  people at school and got As in my courses. What more should Carol Bear ask for? My worries for college have been gone. I am enjoying my days more and more. But, I hope people won’t start unfriending me ’cause I am starting to show my real crazy side. I am not sure if I like being a bear but Baruch is not a bad school , but admit it, it’s one of the least exciting schools. Mostly, Tomato is the only bear I chill with after school.

I am leading a hectic life these days because I was cramming for my exams ( the beauty of procrastination) , I spend too much time on social networking sites, I am moving out very soon and many other “stuffs” I don’t feel like mentioning here.

I sometimes have no life that I stalk the racist Baruch memes for hours ( Dude, you should be honored). You inspire me to insert all the crazy memes in my blog. Now I’m addicted to meme generator.

Springbreak. Where are you, babe? I am tired of waiting for you to come around. I need more parties and less homework. I also want this semester to end. I am counting the days towards summer. My friends from LA will be visiting me. Exciting!!!. I will also be visiting people in Texas & Philly. It’s good to have something to look forward to.

Okay, it’s tYme to gEt thE PartAAyyyy StaRtedddd! I LUB EBeRYWAN. My ClAsSmAteS aRe ToO AwEsOmE.. ThAnKs BEaRs on CocAinE. YoU GuYs DeSerVe SoMe bEarlY hUgs <3

Weeekendsssss!!!!!!

I need water.

HELLO.   I LOVE INSERTING RANDOM PHOTOS.

1. Who I am – I am no one from nowhere who spent 27 hours of plane ride to get to somewhere , where I hope to become someone.This is where I come from :

(Photo credits : Ye Pyae)

Photo credits : Me 😀

I love dogs and I talk to them, which makes me look like a weirdo.( Those are my 2 babes in the photos, aren’t they adorable?).

I am addicted to facebook .You can add me because I am not creepy stalker. I think I am not a bad person, either.

2.My top 3 concerns –

1)I am not sure if it’s worth to cross half the globe and leave all the people and things I love to study at Baruch. I had to leave my 3 dogs and they won’t remember me anymore when I go back.

2 ) I never spoke English so I have some difficulty trying to translate what I want to say.It’s annoying when people don’t understand what I am saying because I have this Burmese accent,or may be I just don’t make sense when I talk.

3) Obviously, grades! I am used to British system, where everything is structured and I just have to memorize everything to get 100. Here, readings, assignment and discussions. I don’t quite understand the system yet so first semester won’t be easy for sure. Besides, I am learning about politics. Back in Burma, it is all dictatorship and we could be prisoned for saying “democracy is good”. Calculus is the only subject I am doing well ( except that I am still figuring how to use the calculator. WHY DO WE EVEN NEED CALCULATOR?)

3. College might not be different from high school for some of you guys, but it is a BIG leap for me. I am glad that I don’t need to wear hideous uniforms anymore. Even though I get more freedom, it comes with responsibility. Frankly, I miss my high school life where I don’t need to worry about anything at all. Life was so easy. But, I appreciate how college is teaching me to enter adulthood and take responsibility for my actions.

4. This semester will probably change my anticipated views of college life in U.S. I hope I will learn and grow through the semester.Hopefully, my communication skills will improve so that I won’t look like a sociopath anymore.

Tchao!

Bisous,

Caroline