Blog Post #3

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When college first began I thought it was exactly like high school since I see the same people over and over again and we are basically learning the same level of stuff.  However as the days go on I noticed it was not the same especially the tests in math.  Those tests often do not have anything from what was taught in class or even in the homework.  Math is not even the most stressful because there is english for that which I am totally bombing with a C average.  I try very hard in that class to write the essays and when I finish the gif above shows my exact expression.  For an instant during the time I was writing the essay I thought, “I got this” and then the paper comes back and I got a C and a lot of comments which is always bad.  This gif does not presently describe my life at Baruch exactly yet, but I have a feeling that it will soon.  I expected there to be a lot of writing involved when I chose to attend this college but I am not physically ready.  Every time I remember that I have to write an essay, my stomach cringes and I am sure that feeling will continue for the rest of my life.  The worst news would be that when I go into a business major I still need to take liberal art classes which means more writing.  I will never get away from this stress.