Monologue

Being an eighteen year old male with a sixteen year old mentality, entering a school where the average age is 23 seemed to be problematic. Nevertheless I entered Baruch the first day of the semester just being myself. All around me I saw classy, formal outfits and yet there was I, nice and comfortable in sweatpants. I was curious to see how my childish ways would conflict or interact with the adult mindsets of those around me. Although I wished to remain my immature self, early on I learned inside the classroom I would not be able to be myself. Out of shear routine from high school, I called my teacher Mrs., turning out to be my biggest mistake of college thus far. Judging solely by her response you would have thought I physically hit her. I went on to apologize and explained how I was fresh out of high school and would need to remember to say Professor as opposed to Mrs. She went on to say, “well I better learn quick if I wanted to last in college.” I found this response quite ridiculous and a little much. Either way I decided to make it second nature to never say anything less than Professor again. Although I am immature, I am an intelligent kid, just someone who wishes to never grow up. I treat every day of my life in a childish and fun-filled way. Never will you see me too serious, too sad, or disappointed in anyway. I love life and believe it is too short to be taken seriously. Although success is my number one goal in life I do not believe it she be chosen over the sacrifice of enjoyment and happiness. I have seen many students so far on campus dressed in three piece suits and look highly successful but quite frankly just look unhappy and way too stressed. To be totally honest even a month and a half into this semester I am still unclear how my classmates perceive me. Who knows whether they find me annoying, funny, interesting, weird, I really do not know. What I do know is I have had a blast my first semester and will continue being the easygoing, stress free yet hard worker I am and will continue to do my best in all academic classes.