Monthly Archives: April 2013

Matt’s Monologue

I have so many things going on in my life right now.  There’s a saying that goes something like this, “If you love something you have to fight for it.”  Throughout my life, I have discovered myself and what I’m good at.  Unfortunately, I feel like I am trying to juggle most of these things all at once.  Right now, I am a full time student and part time worker.  When I first got accepted to Baruch, I was extremely excited.  For a big chunk of my semester off, I felt irresponsible; I felt like all of my friends were actually doing things in life while I was just doing absolutely nothing.  Therefore, when I found out that I was going to attend Baruch for the spring 2013 semester, my hopes changed.  This excitement came after another excitement –when I got hired to Staples.  I started working on October 17, 2012.  I will never forget that date, because that was the day I felt like things were actually going well in my life.  I had no responsibilities starting from the end of High School, which was June 2012, until I finally got hired.  The only question stuck in my head is: how come I no longer feel the same way as I felt when I got accepted to Baruch College and when I got hired to Staples.  Despite the fact that both of these things are wonderful bridges to a successful platform, I feel like this is not the bridge I should travel on.  I had to learn the hard way that school and work is not for me.  I was raised to believe that I NEED to go to school to end up having a good JOB.  However, I do not want to work a 9-5.  My plan is to be fully retired at a young age and have FUN.  And the only things that I feel are obstacles are school and work.  I love making music.  I’ve been making music since I was really young, and that is what I want to do for the rest of life.  Music is fun to me, and that is what I enjoy.  My only goal is to make a living out of what I love doing.  If I continue this path of going to school and working in Staples, I just wonder where I will end up.  However, I also wonder what will happen if I stop going to school and stop working.  Will I have a bad future?  My mom told me that I should make music a plan B and school plan A because there is a slim chance of making it in the music industry.  And that is exactly where I am stuck at.  Should I continue this path of going to school to study Business that will most likely get me a good career, or should I burn these bridges to a good career and start building a new bridge for a good life for ME.  A lot of people take Drake’s line as a joke, but it gets me thinking… “you only live once.”  It’s true; you do only live once, and I believe I should make the best out of it.  However, I am still in this predicament wondering what is best for me.

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Health and Wellness Workshop

The health and wellness workshop we visited was both informative and interesting. I enjoyed learning the different types of strategies in order to live a less stressful and joyful lifestyle. On the other hand, as I mentioned in my monologue I am the least stressful person and find nothing serious so this workshop did not really persuade me to change anything about my life, just informed me on ways to be less stressful. I did however love the stress ball they gave us and although it is supposed to be used for squeezing and releasing stress, I enjoyed bouncing it around the remainder of the day. I love being calm and stress free so this was a very easy workshop to relate to however I did not enjoy the meditating. This is solely because all the times in my childhood where a speaker would come in and promote meditating and show how to do it, I personally never found any change before and after doing it. Meditation, for me personally, seems useless and I do not enjoy it in any way. I would much rather just stay stress free myself and remain calm then resort to ten minutes a day of sitting in silence and breathing. I did enjoy the hand exercises though because those actually felt good. Between the stress ball and the hand exercise’s, I think the workshop was well worth it and enjoyable.

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My Mind. . .

My mind is a tornado of thoughts. It’s like a teenagers messy room. I want to leave my mother’s house, but am I ready to be on my own? I can take care of myself in all ways except financially. I’ve never had it easy and nothing was handed to me. I had to work hard for everything I have. My mother raised me without my father because he had other plans. Although he makes an effort, I only see him once a year during summer vacations. I miss my Gran-Gran. I was just a baby when she passed, but she was the only one who could stop me from crying when my mother couldn’t. My mom always tells me stories about her so I can always remember what a wonderful woman she was. I don’t know how I feel about school yet. I’m happy that I started after taking a semester off, but it’s taking some time for me to adjust. I think I have too much going on at once. I just feel exhausted mentally and physically. I found out my grandfather has cancer and my own mother couldn’t even tell me. Isn’t that something I should know ? Do they think I can’t handle it because Gran-Gran died of cancer? I’d rather know now so I can try to prepare myself if something happens (God forbid). I wouldn’t want to find out when it’s time to say goodbye and at the same time find out that everyone knew except me. I would be hurt, angry, sad and more all at the same time. At least now I know what to expect. All of my friends have moved and went away to college and I’m still at home. I could have went away but I knew it would be hard on my mom and staying was easier for the both of us. But everything isn’t bad, I’ve taught myself to find the bright side to every situation and make it work for me. At Baruch I’ve made a few friends that make going to school worth it. They make me laugh and make the days go by smoother. Before I started talking to people at Baruch, each day felt like a drag, especially those two hour breaks. on an even better note, MY birthday is next month, May 24th :) .My mind is all over the place and my yearly trip to Barbados is the only way to get it together for next semester. I can’t wait till July 31st. . .

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Monologue

Being an eighteen year old male with a sixteen year old mentality, entering a school where the average age is 23 seemed to be problematic. Nevertheless I entered Baruch the first day of the semester just being myself. All around me I saw classy, formal outfits and yet there was I, nice and comfortable in sweatpants. I was curious to see how my childish ways would conflict or interact with the adult mindsets of those around me. Although I wished to remain my immature self, early on I learned inside the classroom I would not be able to be myself. Out of shear routine from high school, I called my teacher Mrs., turning out to be my biggest mistake of college thus far. Judging solely by her response you would have thought I physically hit her. I went on to apologize and explained how I was fresh out of high school and would need to remember to say Professor as opposed to Mrs. She went on to say, “well I better learn quick if I wanted to last in college.” I found this response quite ridiculous and a little much. Either way I decided to make it second nature to never say anything less than Professor again. Although I am immature, I am an intelligent kid, just someone who wishes to never grow up. I treat every day of my life in a childish and fun-filled way. Never will you see me too serious, too sad, or disappointed in anyway. I love life and believe it is too short to be taken seriously. Although success is my number one goal in life I do not believe it she be chosen over the sacrifice of enjoyment and happiness. I have seen many students so far on campus dressed in three piece suits and look highly successful but quite frankly just look unhappy and way too stressed. To be totally honest even a month and a half into this semester I am still unclear how my classmates perceive me. Who knows whether they find me annoying, funny, interesting, weird, I really do not know. What I do know is I have had a blast my first semester and will continue being the easygoing, stress free yet hard worker I am and will continue to do my best in all academic classes.

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I used to be sane…

So, I went to the dentist office the other day for the usual checkup.  The dentist comes out and the guy is north of 100 years old and has HORRIBLE teeth!  I immediately start hyper ventilating, thinking, “this guy is going to be inside my mouth?!?!?”  Not the best wording for that sentence, but I digress.  It’s like when you go to someone for help- in this case the dentist- you want viable proof that they know what they’re talking doing.  You wouldn’t go to the gym, and pick the personal trainer that is telling you to run while he scarfs down a jelly donut.  You wouldn’t want someone who’s only seen “Top Gun” to fly a plane.  So we get into the room and he says “Realistically this should take like 15 minuntes.” He picks up the tiny mirror thingy and his hand is shaking like a meth addict trying to detox, and my first thought is “bloody hell, why me?”  I immediately jump out the chair and say “I’m late for an engagement” and run out the room.  Needless to say I need to find a new dentist.  My family is also insane.  I was hanging out with my sister and   her mom asked me, “How’d you get here?”  And I say “Oh, I took the ‘D’ to the ‘L’.”  My sister devilishly looks at me and asks, “So you took the ‘D’?” Chick thinks she has jokes.  People look at me like “His face is black, but his voice is white.”  One guy even told me, “you can’t possibly talk like that.”  I’ve realized that the older I get the more of a maniac I become.  Case in point:  I noticed how racist America really is through watching tv.  Sprint seems to be the worst of the offenders.  The two black people they had on their commercials are not valid representations of the average black guy.  One guy, is the superstar Kevin Durant.  The other, is this guy who looks like he hasn’t finished evolving yet.  People who don’t know what African Americans look like would look at this commercial and think we’re all 6’10 or the living proof that mankind descendants of monkeys.  Then Tracy Morgan comes on tv and the first thing out of his mouth is “CHICKEN!!!”  Like awesome bro, that was intellectual and not stereotypical at all.  I didn’t even know I was dark-skinned til I came here.  In the UK they used to called me “red-bone.”  I mean I used to be sane, then I was born…

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Late Assignment (Leadership)

Ashley Ward and a friend resolved to bring “Occupy Wall Street” to college campuses. They printed fliers, set up a Web site and blasted out e-mails. They told as many people as they could about their action plan. Occupy protests rapidly sprouted at other campuses: hundreds nationwide currently have or had some sort of Occupy-related activity going on. At Yale, a traditional feeder school for investment banks and hedge funds, students noisily protested a Morgan Stanley information session in the fall. Recruiting visits to Harvard, Princeton and Cornell have been similarly disrupted. Many of today’s new graduates find themselves heavily indebted, and to the same institutions that received multibillion-dollar bailouts in the financial crash. Median income is stagnant. Their public universities are underfinanced, and class sizes growing. College activists have linked these issues to broad critiques of the financial-political complex. Acts of protest have occurred nationwide for example Seattle Central Community Colleges found itself hosting not just protesting students but also Occupy Seattle campers who had been rousted from a downtown park. The problems that had riddled urban encampments found their way to the college site. Garbage accumulated. For their part, faculty members have largely supported the movement, participating in teach-ins and staging walkouts. After campus police at the University of California, Davis, doused students at a sit-in with pepper spray, it was the faculty association that called on the chancellor to resign. As Ericka Hoffman, 26, a junior at California State University, Bakersfield, and one of the organizers of Occupy Colleges mentioned, occupy protests at colleges provided a giddying sense of possibility. But the hardest battle, she believes, will be getting the political and financial masters of the universe to listen. I believe this article inspires leadership initiative, as students we should be supporting movements like these. A college diploma nowadays has become an expensive achievement to obtain, we are socialized to go to college, acquire loans, and try to prosper in an inflated economy, while there is economic inequality in society. As I student in high school I took leadership in a similar manner. In one of my groups, our budget was heavily cut; the group was called midnight run which feeds homeless people in Manhattan. In the previous years the school district would provide cans and food to donate but that year the school budget was focused on our new stadium. The funds to obtain food for the homeless were severely cut and we were told to find other means to feed people. As protest some friends and I placed posters all over campus highlighting this injustice and wrote to our board of directors until they listen. Our schools newspaper even wrote an article on our protest showing how bias the budget was being spent. With no option left the school provided more money to our club and a sense of pride emerged from all of us who spoke out to these injustices. Sometimes it really does take a small group of individuals to change an institution.

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Monologue

An average day

Today I woke up with the realization that my days had become repetitive. An average day now primarily consisted of school and work. I sat in my bed wondering where all the fun times had gone. Last summer alone I was traveling throughout Europe with all my closet friends. We didn’t have a care in a world other than figuring out how to get back after an excessive night of drinking. Just thinking about past memories I decided to change things up a bit, because well …. life is to short.

 

Normally I wake up at 6 am to make the long commute to school, it has taken some getting use to but almost mid way into the semester I can now wake up on time without cursing at my alarm clock. Since today was the day I was going to try new things I decided “ehh what the hell I’ll wake up at 7and be a little late to class. I figured I earned a small break. To my misfortune I woke up very late, but still to start the morning in a positive manner I didn’t let it bother me, I could always copy a classmates notes.

 

Once I arrived at Grand Central I figured “its not to cold outside”, maybe I should walk, after all I had already missed my first class. As I was walking down Lexington Avenue a homeless man began to follow me, trying to tell me about his love for bagels. ….. ok so maybe walking wasn’t the best idea. Still like my friend, Katie, says it’s at least a story you can tell, … a story huh? I just think she has really bad luck and maybe after years of friendship it’s starting to rub off on me. I finally make it class after a fast walk in order to lose the homeless loving bagel man.

 

Once I make it to campus I decide its best I study for my math test, I studied the night before but a little extra never hurt anyone. I look into my bag and I realize I forgot my notebook at home. Great. Normally I double check I have everything but since today was the day I would try new things I took my bag and went downstairs to enjoy a bowl of cereal as opposed to my usual on the go yogurt. The only redeeming aspect of this part of my day is that I’m very good at math, so no harm done I still A’s the test.

 

It’s not even noon and already things are going array. I’m now sitting in the library, laughing quietly to myself at how a small change in routine caused all this. This never happens to me, I’m always very organized … perhaps too organized; I seem to always have a plan even back up plans. Still like Katie says at least now I have a story to tell.

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Stereologue

My name is Shane, I am an aspiring musician/music producer who makes electronic, rock, metal, and hip hop music. Music is the most important thing to me because I listen to it and write it everyday and I spend most of my time doing something music related. On the other hand, the least important thing to me is school because it takes away time that I could use for music, and I have to pay to go somewhere that will allow me to get a career that I don’t even really want to pursue. I have no time to excel in either school or music because they both take over each other and I can’t choose just one, and I feel eventually they will counter each other for so long I will go nowhere in life. Then there’s work, which also interferes with music but I need it to get money to survive and to buy music equipment, which I wouldn’t mind if the customers weren’t so !@#$ing annoying as !@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$. I should end this before it turns into a 10 page rant about foreigners who don’t know how to order food at my job.

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Rajbir’s Monologue

Hi, I’m Rajbir. I’m a friendly person who just does not like to make the first move. But when you take a step forward and get to know me, trust me, I’m a really fun person to be with. I love dancing a lot ! Any opportunity I get, I just grab onto it. While I love dancing, i hate vegetables. Why does everything non tasty have to be so healthy? :( Well anyways, I identify myself as a daughter, sister, and best friend. But I play the role of a daughter and sister the most. My family always comes first. Every member of my family has done something for me, whether it be big or small, and I greatly appreciate them. The things I don’t appreciate are spiders. I’m really afraid of spiders. Even though the thought of them being in my house disgusts me, I do not like killing them. However, I do make other people kill them for me. The times that I feel empowered are when I pray. Praying really does make me happy. My personal motto is to never give up, no matter how many failures come your way. Our life would be boring if we did not have any failures. But when success comes knocking on our door, you’ll feel accomplished because you know you went through a lot. And my greatest accomplishment is to have made it this far in life. :)

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Rubin Museum

I love museums and have learned to really appreciate art and cultural pieces of work. The museum was interesting because the whole museum seemed to be about Southern Asian culture and art. I loved the sanskrit writing and also the process on how they make statues.

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