Monthly Archives: March 2013

At first, this assignment was very hard to do. I still don’t know who I am, and in many ways, I don’t know who I want to become.

All I can offer now are the things that made the biggest impression on me so far in my life.

That said:

WHO I WAS

As a kid, I think that the thing outside my home that influenced me most was Japan and Japanese culture, particularly video games and anime:

I think I spent more time with Mario in my childhood than with some of my family member. heh.

Yes, I can beat you. It wouldn’t even be close.

A masterpiece.

The first anime I ever saw. By far my favorite to this day.

I spent most of my time indoors, living out fantasy lives. I wish in a way that I would have been more outgoing, and even now I’m looking for ways to make meeting new people easier, but I’m slowly changing for the better.

WHO I AM NOW

I can’t afford to spend any more time waiting. I have to go after my dreams now if I’m ever going to be able to achieve them. So now, all I do is:

Study

Look for work:

and work out:

I havent been to the gym in months, but I’ll be starting back soon. I think I still look ok though. =D

WHO I WILL BE

I want to be successful. That, above all, is what I want. I think my ultimate goal is to become like this guy, fictional though he may be:

Lex Luthor.

All the evil schemes and attempted Super-murders aside, he embodies everything I aspire to be. Driven, focused, determined, rich, powerful, and brilliant. I should be lucky to become half a Lex Luthor.

Well, that’s me. Anyone who’d like to get to know me a little better, feel free to send me a friend request or a note.

Can’t Tell Me Nothing – Kanye West
One in a Million – Aaliyah
Live it Up – The Internet
Honesty Box – Charles Hamilton
Hold You Down – The Alchemist ft. Nina Sky
Me, Myself, and I – Beyonce
Mandala – Circa Survive
We Are the People – Empire of the Sun
Intoxicated Dreams – Mellowhype
GHOST! – Kid Cudi

I’m not great when it comes to explaining myself and my thoughts so I’ll let the music speak for me. Each sentence is a lyric from the 10 songs I chose. I hope I picked the right lines so you guys can get me. The lyrics are in the same order as the songs.

To whom much is given, much is tested/Get arrested guess until he get the message/I feel the pressure, under more scrutiny/And what I do, act more stupidly

See things do come around/and make sense eventually/Things do come around/but some things trouble me