epiphany of my life

As the eldest of three children in a uni-career family, with a sister of mental disability, my parents’ expectations for my brother and I’s success imposed a heavy burden on me to become a positive role model for my younger siblings.  Growing up with parents that had less than an elementary school education, education was seen as a vital element  for success, however understanding the concepts and teachings in school was no walk in the park.  I had to study on my own or find friends whom could help me understand the material taught in a clearer light.  My father is always out to work, and my mother was obligated to take care of my sister.  Even if I found the opportunity to ask my parents questions regarding school work, they would have limited understanding of the course work because of their education level.  After realizing how much education can have an impact on one’s life, I made it a priority to do well in school despite the obstacles that may hinder my success.  I also made certain that my brother who is two years younger than me may have a more pleasant experience in school by teaching him what I’ve learned and guiding him through his education.  This in turn is the strength I have found in myself, the ability to teach someone.  From childhood to the present, I have found that I am able to teach individuals in a clear way and made sure that they understood what I was saying and understood the concepts as clear as possible.  I am extremely patient because I had first hand experience with difficulty in school myself.  I wanted others around me to have a good grasp of school work and so maybe some day they will be able to teach others what they’ve learned.  I understand that teachers might not explain as thoroughly as possible and students might not have enough confidence to ask a “dumb question” when they do not understand the material, therefore I make sure to break down each step as clear as possible when teaching a mathematics problem for example.  My good teachings are evident when peers ask me for help and continue seeking for more help in the future.

As for now, my ultimate goal is to become a Certified Public Accountant, and although it has nothing to do with teaching others, I will make this a new priority to achieve it.  Which brings me to my second strength of perseverance.  I believe that one must not stop mid way in achieving their dreams, otherwise, what good is there to have a dream if one can’t attain it?  I strongly believe in my life motto, “A sincere effort will never betray you” and “One who bears the crown must bear the weight” and I engrave these in my mind as I live my days to the fullest.  The individual I am today, is reflected on my parent’s perseverance to keep my family healthy and well despite their educational level.  I am an individual with visions and goals of the future, shaped in a well-defined matter by the experiences I’ve encountered along the path of life.  I promise to uphold my dream and passion of becoming a CPA as well as educate people who might be underprivileged with pride and honor as I strive my hardest to achieve academic greatness and become a productive member of society.  If all the obstacles are prone to obstruct my way, I expect that I am working diligently to destroy them now, for the sake of the future. All the hardships that I have faced and am facing will help me to take a broader step towards my ultimate goal receiving a more in depth and enlightened educational experience here at Baruch College and becoming a successful CPA.