Passage: Book 9- lines 12-23
A few moments before this takes place, Odysseus and Alcinous, as well as the most respectable Phaeacians, are listening to Demodocus’ tale about the Greeks leaving Troy after the war. Consequently, Alcinous asks Odysseus to tell him who he is. And why he doesn’t seem to enjoy such beautiful tale. Odysseus begins his answer by confirming that feasting, drinking and listening to great singers “is the finest thing in the world” for him. On the other hand, he shows that his “pain and sorrow” have filled his mind in a way that there is no room in his soul for enjoyment anymore. He feels lost, even though he knows where he is and he might finally be sent home. Then he tells him that he doesn’t know where to begin nor to end his story. Maybe, because he’s certain that he has more to suffer before he sees his land again. Perhaps, after what he has gone through, and after being so close and at the same time so far from his land, he’s pain is constant. He also expresses his gratitude to Alcinous in a peculiar way, by before even revealing who he was, offering his friendship and hospitality to him, always hoping that his curse is gone someday. Then he proceeds to introduce himself as the “cunning”, and famous, Odysseus whose “fame reaches even to heaven.” However, he puts himself last after he mentions his, social status by showing the things he likes, emotional status by explaining he’s weeping, and finally identity by letting them know he’s name.
On the broader look at this passage, we can notice that the only remedy that will cure Odysseus of this disgraceful situation will be to be in Ithaca again. There is no goddess, present, or hospitality that could overshadow the love to his home. As we know, he has had the opportunity to be immortal, rich and powerful as the mind cannot even imagine, and loved by more than one goddess. But, he has chosen otherwise. He has also, gone through many danger, traps, life and death situations, he has even thought of ending his life. There is only one thing that keeps him from dying. The thought of someday getting home. It is hard to know if this strength comes from a mystical entity such as a god or goddess like Athena or of it’s the way he reacts to all the “tribulations” the gods have sent to him.