It was a little past 7:30 A.M. and Herr Samsa lay in the bed wondering why his only son Gregor had not left for work yet. In the five years of his employment Gregor had never left the house for the office late. Gregor had been on time, vigilant and focused. After all, he had no other choice than to be. Therefore, this sudden change in Gregor’s behavior and attitude did not bode well with Mr. Samsa. As he was used to laying buried in the comfortable bed he sent his wife to assess the situation. On her return she reported, “Husband, I went to Gregor’s room and he is still in there. Through the door he said something and should be on his way shortly.”
Mr. Samsa relaxed a bit, but he was still ill at ease. What if it was starting again? What if this was the first sign that Gregor was reverting back. “Oh God forbid!” Samsa thought with a shudder. Herr Samsa did not want to think about the time during the “Crisis,” which had brought him to the doorstep of financial and social ruin. But his mind had a mind of its own and the thoughts of his beloved son going insane bombarded him like the raindrops falling outside. He couldn’t stand it any longer and was instantly at his son’s bedroom door.
He knocked on the door and called out to his son. Gregor did not answer and Mr. Samsa countenance continued to fall. Again he called out – this time the rising anger was evident in his voice. Gregor said something through the thick door and Mr. Samsa wanted to believe that everything was alright. For his own sanity’s sake he lumbered to the dining area and returned to his breakfast, but he could not eat.
Mr. Samsa lay one hand on his rotund belly and cursed under his breath. It was only yesterday that he was a very proud and esteemed businessman. That was until the “Crisis.” He had almost lost everything five years ago. He had loved Gregor back then, but he could not help but to blame Gregor and despise him – just as he had done every day for the past five years. It was all Gregor’s fault and if Mr. Samsa’s gut feeling was correct then they were headed into another Crisis and this one would be the death of them all. He had to think of the family. Now he had to protect them.
“Grete!” Mr. Samsa screamed out to his young daughter, who was still dawdling by Gregor’s door. “Is Gregor not feeling well? Will we have to send for the doctor?”
Grete quickly appeared in the dining area, looking very perplexed, and said, “Papa, he is not speaking. He seems not himself.” The words scared her.
Not being himself was the last thing that Mr. Samsa needed to hear. The last time that Gregor was not himself it was Mr. Samsa who suffered the financial destruction and loss of reputation. It was Mr. Samsa who was transformed from being a wealthy man to a common one indebted to those who, in former times, he would not care to even sneeze at. Prior to the Crisis, Mr. Samsa had been at the peak of health and aspirations. He was a big man with big ideas, but his son, that son, changed all of that. Mr. Samsa thought about the money he paid to the doctors for Gregor; all of that money. They needed more and more money because that man-child was the worst case that they had seen.
The brain doctor, Antov Krackenstein, wanted the most money, but he held out the greatest hope. Yes, he could bring Gregor back. But only once. The next time was doom. As Gregor was recovering the doctor advised Mr. Samsa, “The only way that your son will remain sane is if his whole mind is distracted with a single activity – that is work. He can not think too much or be idle. Keep his mind occupied Herr Samsa! For the idle mind is the devil’s playground. And for God’s sake, do not let him ever see her or touch that accursed thing again! Good day.”
“Father! The office manager is here to see Gregor,” was enough to rouse Mr. Samsa out of his reverie.
“Make haste! For the end is near,” he screamed out as he rushed back to Gregor’s door.
Mr. Samsa spoke easily to his son through the door although his expectation of normality had waned to nothing. Gregor did not answer. The office manager spoke to Mr. Samsa, but he did not respond.
Ten seconds.
Twenty seconds.
Thirty seconds.
An eternity.
The image of Gregor laying in a puddle of his own blood and excrement filled Mr. Samsa’s mind. He could never forget how Gregor had flung his bodily waste at him like some monkey in a zoo. Mr. Samsa felt the deep wounds on his arms from Gregor tearing at his flesh. Mr. Samsa remembered.
The office manager was also at the door trying to coax Gregor out. After a while even he got frustrated. But when he brought up the very idea of a possible theft Mr. Samsa knew that the deal was sealed and that somehow Gregor had seen her and touched the accursed thing.
One minute.
Two minutes.
The door opened up.
There was Gregor, hunched over like a filthy street dog, baring his teeth. No clothes, just covered in dirt. The office manager retreated while Gregor screeched and hissed. Fear overtook everyone because Gregor was no more.